heyyeeyayo. yo!

2012-02-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

Baby came to cook a really heartfelt dinner for jie and kor. It was a Valentine's Day, and baby said he wanted to spread the love around us. Though baby kept claiming that it won't taste good because it was his first trial at it, but it turns out nice. Marinated salmon, ham, bacon, vegetables and spaghetti sprinkled with strips of Korean Seaweed, with Chicken Mushroom Soup. <3.. But near the end of the day, we parted in an unexepcted way.. I made baby felt unappreciated and upset. All i want baby to feel is that I really am grateful for his exsistence in my life. That no matter how awful I have behaved, I am thankful and yes blogspot, I love him.

2012-01-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hello Blogspot.
I had a happy day today. Really happy and grateful. Thank You to Dad, Mum, Sister, Brother for forgoing your friend's birthday celebration today too, Jing Kang's grandmother for trying his cake, dad for helping in the cake and wrapping the present for Jing Kang, mum for helping in the cake and tying such a nice ribbon for the present from his sisters, his two sisters for helping in the cake, buying the Korean Strawberries and giving really nice wallet and dress.
Also to Ruyu, Regina, Pei Wen, Yok How, Derrick, Pei Wen's family too. Her mum for cooking such great hearty meal, her dad for being a funny companion taking photos of us, her sis for being a great companion throughout our meeting at Pei Wen house as well.. Thank You so much. Just that I am a let down to them because I know I didn't show my very sincere gratitude to them.. I feel like I am taking things for granted..
Behind all these, Jing Kang.. Baby.. Thank You.. I am really happy. And I hope I can do that to you too. To have you be happy.

2012-01-28T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hey Heyyeeyayo! I am back again. Toggling between Green Diary and you.. though hasn't been writing for a long time. And selfishly, I was thinking if baby remembered his..

My birthday is coming.. I tell myself it is just a normal day. Nobody will treat that day so speical, because you (which is me) ain't that good a person as a colleague, daughter, friend, and even a girlfriend. I can see or feel it myself. From the way people look and treat. I dear my colleagues alot. I dear my boyfriend and friends too. And my family as well. But I am always expecting something from them instead of thinking what I can do for them. I ain't so helpful at work. I ain't so filial at home. I ain't so hardworking at school. And I most probably ain't showing enough sincerity for my friends. So how can I demand something for my birthday. I have to realise that I have to do, and even if done, expect nothing. Feel the contend, or probably the happiness within because you may have done something that won't irritate someone, or put others at an inconvenience. It matters alot, though you might think its not a big deal.
Deep inside, all I actually want is to spend a good time with boyfriend and family. And also, I have not much friends to share with too. At the least, Poh Siu have her ex-colleagues and even her ex-boyfriend church friends to remember her birthday and celebrate with her. Her ex-boyfriend wanted to celebrate with her too. But who will want to with me. I know I can't compare. I know I can't. With what I have as a person, how could i. If i want, I should have take a look at myself.

Recently, for a few months, I realise I have been in a very bad state and mind. Which makes me feel easily irritated and frustrated. It feel really terrible. It could be this, that our quarrels with my boyfriend and me seems to be grewing stronger and frequently. I felt that the time we had together doesn't seems like a couple should have. I kept asking myself was it because I really want too much. But another side of me told me its normal to think of this way. As confused as it is, I do things implusively. I chose not to let go, and quarrel with my boyfriend. Things got really hard to handle that both of us took a lot of time to settle down. But just sometimes, I really felt neglected.. I really felt that way. I can't control that unappreciative feeling.. Heyyeeyaya. I really typed everything I felt here.. I hope you won't be laughing or someone out there won't happen to pass by this spidy web blog and laugh too.

2012-01-22T02:45:00.000+08:00

It's the eve of Chinese New Year. But I just cried so hard. Probably I really can't.. I really can't just accept things that seems unfair to me. I really want to feel appreciated and at the least, care from someone I love.. Since Friday, I knew I am moody. There were a few short slience, but he didn't even ask why the sad look on my face. He just went on to continue his stuffs.. I feel ignored.. by someone I called my soul partner. Today, woke up early to have breakfast and went to work and meet mum for late lunch. He told me to shop first, will message me if he is done with his chores. From Paya Lebar, I thought of going Cityhall so that later meeting him would be easier. I didn't.. I went to Tampines instead, with a gulit feeling. I tell myself I would tell him I am at Cityhall when he called. But until late 9pm plus, after I messaged and called, he didn't reply and no ans, then did he reply saying he just had dinner, was still packing and very tired.. I am too.. I am tired too.. waiting in vain. waiting with a heart full of worries about him because he was very sick. waiting like an really stupid idiotic ordinary girl, I feel just like his normal friend. He doesn't really care if I am waiting for him right. He said he is too vexed over his messy room and forgotten about replying.. I am sorry. I know once I let him know what is on my mind, things will start to go wrong. And everything starts with me. Because I started the topic going.

If he haven't notice, its been ages since we have something to do together..

I know I have been affected by the coming Chu Xi dinner at my grandma's place. Because of the stress I know I will feel when I face my relatives.. Does he even know want to know what happened..

I miss them.

2011-10-28T16:51:00.001+08:00

Well, just came here to whine a little. To say that I never stop missing my once three best friends I made during Poly.. I know.. it sound nonsensical and unbelieveable to them. I miss them.

2010-11-06T01:47:00.002+08:00

i should go sleep.

2010-10-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

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2010-10-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

i feel sucky. :(

is it my PMS? i hope so...

love Fridays.

2010-10-23T03:37:00.002+08:00

It's difficult..

Still, finally a week of work is over. Get to meet babe, eat his mum really nice home cooked food, and started buying Mac's Monoply game cards. :) That's what we planned before on Thursday, and we did it. And probably tmr is another day with babe again! ♥

2010-10-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

yup! tonight is so great. :) i love babe. ♥

though tomorrow is another hectic day.

but.... i can't wait to dash. heees. *winkwink.

HER 21ST.

2010-10-21T00:46:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Meiying! :)

Anyway, what i told babe, i really meant it.
Yup, i can.

here i am

2010-10-17T11:24:00.003+08:00

I know its all past, but when i come here once again, i can't help to read back those previous posts again. Time really flies. Blogspot is really useful.

Yesterday, i just hoped it never had happened.

2010-02-02T01:35:00.006+08:00

haha. I changed my bloglink. Want to try out this new blog!
http://www.tumblr.com/
my bloglink is,
http://www.heyyeeyayo.tumblr.com/
and peckyee, i think my tagboard got problem, cannot tag you back. hahaha.

see you at Tumblr mannnn!

2009-12-25T13:43:00.003+08:00

My bro helped me wrap the Christmas present that is supposed to be exchanged tonight. haha. Thanks so much, because i don't know how to wrap properly.

Yesterday drank Erdinger. i think i was a bit drunk. hahaha. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

6 times.

2009-12-13T12:41:00.014+08:00

tmr is the last day of sch after a 10 weeks of schooling. Skipped 6 times! LOL. I calculate okay. out of the 10 weeks, 40 days of lesson, 10 days of fyp. I skipped 6 lessons. And i made my sister worried when she received the letter from school. Which makes her can't trust me that i can graduate in time next year. Yesterday when i asked her about the Taiwan trip, she said she have to see my results first then will she allow me to go. She even knows I got the thought of buying tickets first without her consent. HAHA. so spot on. lol. I think she was worried about my sis-fu too. That he gotten a diarrhoea after he was back from Indonesia. Anyway, i have to be motivated during my last few weeks of school. Yest i heard they got the thought of holding on the booking of hotel, thankyou man. but got to book the tickets fast.

There is this one thing. So vulnerable, so powerful, so scary. Sometimes, i don't know what is the right thing to do, right thing to feel. Things you thought is logical, it wasn't actually. It was an emotional trigger that made you think it's logical. Like stucked at one junction, you don't know which way to go, as in, which actions or thoughts, consensus the parties involved in the situation. haha. nvm if ppl reading don't get it. Just that it's not all about jiajia, but it seems like i am acting like one. hohoho..

M.A.I.N.T.E.N.A.N.C.E

2009-10-28T22:14:00.004+08:00

Under Maintenance.............. for long long time.
Suddenly..
I said i will post if Peck posted. And she really post yesterday. Me and my clever mouth. Previously was real lazy to blog, that's why so long since I update my blog haha.

Yesterday had a talk together with SSF. First, I will try my best to be punctual everyday, and also to buck up for our last sem in RP. Then still have FYP! So so so so so difficult. i know i still not very clear, cause often i listen to the explanations, i still not very sure about it. lolll. Have to keep confirm again. I think can help them improve their patience. hahaha

Anyway, Halloween this weekend! AHHH hahahaha. i will see again. Discuss more with Shiqin and the rest tmr, and finalise my decision. 28 dollars per entrace, can eat how many chicken ban mian? problem of the day. haha.

yeah! finally i blogged! wooohoooo!

2009-08-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

two more to go, one more cold chain test and holidays are coming.

Thursday was dreadful. i knew i done alot of mistakes in alot of questions after hearing their explanations, plus questions that i didn't know how to do and left undone. then i was being locked out of house because i forgot to bring my keys along. mum told me i left outside the gate when in the morning. lol. very dampening, because i planned to take a nap and then study my warehouse. i was really tired, i wanted to sleep badly. i went up my neighbour's house praying they will be at home to answer the door, but they were out. i sat at the staircase thinking what else can i do. thought of going to my mum's workplace, but can't get through my mum's phone. then saw my phone on its low battery. then i decided to find places to settle down til my dad's homed. went library, starbucks, macs, burger king, they were occupied, or doesn't have plugs. very discouraging, but i have to walk still to think of other places. then came the message from Jing Kang. (oh, he just messaged! hahahah) the feeling was great. felt like someone was there to share that discouragements with me even though i was alone there. i began to walk with purpose. i saw one small boy waiting for the traffic light with his mum, i gave a smiled, although he didn't smiled back. but then all my previous fan nao seems to magically disappeared. haha. honestly, i don't think i will smile if i didn't received the message. hoho.
then later on, meiying called. finally got a chance to complain, really helps alot. at the same time, Meiying told me about IEP, she and peck received the email. i asked Meiying to help me checked, i was pretty sure i would get one too, but haha never. it saddens me, plus the current mood i had wasn't that good too, so emotions tend to get unstable. just when i was down again, Meiying's message was like magic too. to me, it was very touching. although it was a simple message asking me if i reached home le ma?, asking me not to think too much and encouragements,but it was more than enough. at the bus-stop waiting for 34 to go home, i saw the evening sky. wah. b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. p-e-a-c-e-f-u-l. then i realise maybe we are taking all these for granted, i can hear the sound of birds flying past above us. a very peaceful evening.
Thursday, was dreadful, it will never be a day i wanted it to happen again. but then again, the moments of heartfelt events and concerns i had will never be experieced if i didn't went through the bad day. if i were sleeping in my house, i will missed the messages and calls, i will not realise how important their short time spent in messaging and calling meant to me. i will not know how much i need them.

Today, JingKang hasn't got enough sleep because he slept only after he morning called me, which is at 4am. to be honest, my feelings were contradicting. gulity yet happy. haha i sound bad. so why happy? because he can't sleep when i was sleeping soundly. haha. JOKINGJOKING.
hai. so i felt i owed him agian. it was his UT today as well, but he was risking that so to call me to wake up and study. i really appreciates alot, and i didn't repay you back any. I am sorry Jing Kang. and i am grateful Jing Kang.
anw, today my whole day, it was happy. managed to sit down and chat with SSF. it has been a long time since i had a talk like that. Thank You too SSF.

haha. so emo post. die mannn.
while i was sleeping just now, listening to my mp3, this song was played. quite an old song, but i would like to gave this to ssf, as well as Jing Kang.
i felt speical, i felt love.

2009-08-12T02:00:00.002+08:00

haha i came to slack. lolll. anw, tmr is the day. 8 hours 4o minutes more. hahaha. GOOD LUCK MY TEAMMATES. GOOD LUCK JING KANG. woohoo!

i felt that there's so many things happening at this point of time, i can't stopped the pace, can't stop the changes i am feeling emotionally, and can't fan hui the new promises i made. wah, is this called a fulfiling life? hahaha. lol. good nights people.

2009-07-27T20:58:00.005+08:00

AH HAHAHA.

27th July 2009.

I AM HAPPY. i am really happy. although not everything goes smoothly today, but i am convinced that the people around me are the people that i had found with my greatest luck! just these few people, and i got the strength to do something i don't have any confidence or courage in doing it. loll. even i am surprised with myself, about this new finding. hahaha. whether is it a new finding or not, i want to make this a memorable day too.

meiying said : "J love J. you thought Gu Jun Pyo and Gem Jandi ah."

hahahahahaa. not bad also. woohoo!

have to sincerely thanked one person. i know really put that person into a very difficult position, every minute have to 'on guard'; both for that person and for myself. =/. I am really sorry causing that person to be like that, but at the same time, i am very grateful. really very very very very grateful. maybe it was just a coincidence that day, but coincidently, i found out that you are like another me. ah hahaha. take this as a compliment. hahahah

25th July 2009.

LOL. hello JING KANG. =D

although gotten scolded very badly by my mum, but still, my mood wasn't that affected so much. lolls. i can still hear her laughter somemore, so i think she's just venting her anger on me for a moment. so NVM! =)

2009-07-16T10:46:00.027+08:00

hahahha. here are the PRETTY photos at marrina barrage! LOLLL.

YOU.

cheychey. we so happy sia.

haha. POHSIU. =D

i like this pic the most man.

hahhahaa. like pai guang gao like that. walaoooo. my photo skills not too bad. okay lah, the model also got standard lor. loll

i also got guang gao what. hahhahhha

aiyo. lucky number 1! =D

lucky number 2!

FISH MAHATTAN.

byebyee.

2009-07-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

LOL. i was reminded about my archives. AH HAHAHA. i read them too just now, it was super no sense. i know what they meant lah, but i assume other reading them doesn't understand. they might thought who is this crazy woman babbling about. keep talking to herself, thinking that her ang moh was very superb. lolls. so tui lian. maybe i should consider not putting archives in my blog. so all my chou shi will not became visible to my friends. haha. then i was reaching til the middle part, around may onwards. it still made me missed a little about those times. ah hahaha, at least at least, like i said many before, memories memories memories. tsktsksk. who is responsible for this post i wonder.

2009-07-11T22:11:00.004+08:00

Wednesday after my fyp, i went to find my sis and she suddenly break this news to me. ' eh mei ah, i am going to tell you this secret, don't let papa mama know okay. I will be going to Thailand this coming Friday. HAHAHA.' my response was not very big lah, cause Thailand ma, not Korea or Taiwan. Moreover they are returning on this Sunday, which is tmr. so it's a short trip for shopping and relaxing. She was going with her colleages, then bear to left her husband looking after the house lah. aiyo. then i asked her this question, ' what will sis-fu say if papamama called home.' she say he will tell them she is going for a chalet. hahahhaha. so secondary school right. haiyo. i guess that is what they call, a leopard never changes its spot. LOLLL. maybe not that appropriate for this situation, but still does applies a bit of it. haha. was lucky enough to wish her take care before she board the flight friday morning. and she said she will be quarantining herself after she came back. hmm, a very responsible woman.

again, this week passed by very fast. but for me, the most reawrding thing that happened was our fyp meeting. haha although only a little progress, but we have finally touched on codes and SQL. I finally get to know the connection between SQL and VB. there is still a long long way ahead, plus the UTs alongside with fyp, it does look packed and stress to handle. but have to no matter what. can't escape the life of year 3 and get graduated.

i know i am being very bias, haha very obvious, but i don't understand why she did that. maybe really, i am bias. after peck explained to me the reasons, my heart agree with what peck say, but my mouth say a different thing. hai, maybe it is a simple thing to have it solved, but i make it complicated, because wo kan bu kai. HAHAHA. yesyes i think it is. but it shouldn't be. okay, i will try to be unbias. but i don't want to, but i have to be fair. but i am not big hearted enough. LOLS.

2009-07-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

today, we skipped half of the lesson. the funny part was, although this is not our first time skipping halfway, but our behaviors looks like we are first time criminals. we run here run there to hide away from facis. and there was this time, we were using the stairways to travel down a level. fiona says she was lazy to walk all the way down using stairs, so she open the door and say lets take the firelift. and suddenly we heard a man's voice in the stairway. i forgot what he said, but we ran like we never ran before to the toliet because we thought he was the faci who has come to catch us back. hahahaha it was really funny and stupid for us to do that. heart was beating like hell. initally we had 5 persons, but when in the toliet, only left fiona tinghui and me, we left out peckyee and jenny. I thought they kena caught, but of course no lah! hahaha. super funny, maybe the students in the classroom will think that we are crazy people running around with bags. we realised we were boliao to run away like that after we finally reached level 1. first time experience a life like criminals when we did not done something sinful. think again, we only skipped school. LOL.

so all the running was because we went to watch ice age 3. it was worth the run lah. hahaha. meiying didn't get to watch, but i think PPS will show it to her. i trust PPS updates. lol. dinosour and cid??? A HAHAHAHA. no way for me, but yes way for peckyee.

anw, i think i want to say again. that friends are important, to me. even a friend who passby and remembered me and say HI!, it was thrilling man. hahaha. on my way home, i saw my primary school friend, secondary school friend and poly friend. it was really such a coincidence.

2009-07-03T18:31:00.004+08:00

haha. surprise surprise surprise! i am still in school, typing rj. even more surprised right. i can't believe it too. but no choice, i have to lend my laptop to pohsiu, and i don't wish to go back home to type my rj and then lend it to her. don't be bluffed by thses simple acts, it is very troublesome. haahaha. nvm, i can understand that kind of process is enough. i hate going home and going out again. it is very troublesome! aaahahahah.

last week went to marina barrage with pohsiu. the weather was very fine, not so hot, not so wet. lol. sound so weird. nvm! and i guessed the pictures came out quite well. intend to upload but it is very troublesome. HAHAHA. no way. of course i will upload those pretty photos, but not now. ahha.

school has been fine for me. although the idea of skipping school keeps on popping inside my head, but the motivation of not wanting to receive letters from school and the 'encouragements' from my friends managed to stop the idea from invading me. it is a very touching process to be in.

okay. i am off to meet poh siu now!

2009-06-27T02:46:00.006+08:00

was shuffling my mp3 player in the bus when im on the way to school. then it stoped at graduation(friends forever) by vitamin C. normally i will went on to press the next, but i chose to listen to that song. i rmb the last time i listened was when i was in my secondary school grad night. somehow the lyrics meant something to me again. my friends over there, how many will i really felt the bu she de. how much regret am i going to accumulate, for my friends, until i felt it is too late. how long can we still thinks that goo jun pyo is always still our perect handsome person. am i going to let the time to tell me all the answer? i cant decide.

will i go forward to start another beginning? for now, i dont have the courage.

it all started with the song, graduation. loll

okay enough of my wonderful inner thoughts. now i want to complain. that peck yest night keep asking me to pick up her call, but i dont want. and peck say she dont want share her secrets with me, but nvm lor. and peck prefer to go sleep rather than eat lucnh with us. this is what i rmb of peck very clearly. haha and this is not an eassay!

jiani's birthday is coming and she's having the same birthday as my sis. next week seems to look busy man. gotta think what to get for my sis. hahah oh no! last min work. again. you see, qiong ren is like that. this is not an excuse! argghh. yes it is. lollll! okay maybe i should start thinking what to do for my sis, and save next week for jiani's.

i remembered yest meiying was talking with me about family or friends first. i replied friends first, but then she mentioned my sis, so family come first. hahaha. see the power of my sis. i guessed family does really comes first. i have been a bu siao shun child man.

haha

2009-06-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

when i was hanging out my laundry out just now, i looked up into the night sky. although there were not many stars, but the light breeze and peaceful atmosphere somehow make the world suddenly so perfect. at the same time, the news reporter was reporting about the oncoming national day. they are preparing for the fireworks. and i am anticipating them.

but now it feels different. the flashbacks doesn't ache my heart so much before. i admit i still do lingered on to the past times we had together, but now i can say out loud, that no, it doesn't brings me back to that moment, that day again. it suddenly occurs to me the days were just part of our lives. we have memories to made us feel that once, our lives lived these people, and we witnessed that period of our live together. thus, the same memories we had. if it's fated to be, it will be. if not, i guessed time mend the hole it made.

so back to me hanging out the laundry. i decided i must go to watch the fireworks. with people that came straight into my mind. haha its a secret to the identities of the people. anyway, you should know who are the people what!

wo shen bian de ren bu duo, ke shi ta men gei wo de dong xi que chao yue wo suo xu yao de.

2009-06-19T00:42:00.004+08:00

just nice when i going to my brother's room, i stopped beside his books of shelf. So i decided to scan through if there was any la pi xiao xin comics to entertain myself there. and i saw alot of self-motivational books, self-help books. i know my brother do read them previously, but what i do not realise is there are more books than i expected. it make me want to itchy hand reach out and took one to use it on myself. it doesn't do us bad anyway. but after reading through all the titles, all the books seems interesting to me! which to choose! i dont know! so in the end, i didn't choose any of one. haha that was how i spent my 45 mins in my brother's room.
today, finally i can find one night letting myself to relax. do nothing, just go through internet no matter how long i want. but honestly, there is no where i can go in the internet. facebooks. online shops. blog. then back to facebook to see any new updates, handsome friends' requests or wall-to-wall comments. online shops again.. facebook.. then minimize all to look at my wallpaper. haha. maybe i did not know any exciting fun websites to spent away my time. my life cycles around the 3 websites when i am at home. in school rp.edu.sg. hahahaha
just now seeing my sister standing alone at the bus-stop while im already on the bus going off gives me a tinge of 'she bu de'. although meet every thursday, but sometimes i feel i did not really communicate her. not much heart-to-heart talks. somehow i felt she hid something, while she felt that i hid something. and sometimes i am surprised to see myself in her. haha though we are real sister. i can see she really wants to have kids and i know the efforts they had put, but somewhere inside, i am afraid for it to arrive. possibly the new duties, responsibilities, more difficult to have time together like now, or maybe lesser attention. yes, i think i am selfishly thinking right now. so forget about it. i love my sister. haha

BFF!

2009-06-07T22:18:00.005+08:00

waha. have been making myself busy with BFF, boys before flowers. i cried so many times in this show, cause it's very heartache. I will cry even if just listening to certain songs that has been played in the drama. their love for each other was so strong, sometimes i can't believe this can happen in our real life. but if we can meet this kind of love once in our lifetime, just once, it will be enough to make me happy til i die. i hope ssf, pohsiu will be able to meet that love.
enough of my drama addiction. woohoooo! loll. last week went pass so fast. only left with only 1 week of holiday. fiona is right, 2 weeks of holidays can just passby very quickly. based on my calculations, we're left with 168hrs til end of holiday. was quite sad and felt lost last thursady. initally planned to go out with pohsiu after i went to school for some testing of wheatgrass. I think i did something inappropriate when i was waiting for them to finish their work before we are supposed to test, but nvm, dont want to elaborate on that. so before i went for school, i asked pohsiu if we were really meeting that afternoon. im prepared to received a no, and it was really a no. she said she forgot that she had a date with her ex-colleages that day. like i said, im prepared for that ans, but the kind of sinking feeling inside you, when you had already dressed up yourself for that day and then cancelled suddenly because the other one have forgotten he/she already had an date. i dont understand. if she dint confirmed with me that she was really free on thursday, i wouldnt be so angry. yes, i was quite angry when i received that no. but gradually it subsidised, maybe i wasn't that important person.
dont know where to go after the wheatgrass testing, felt alone..wanted to call others, but dont want to 'chap in' suddenly when they had a plan. anyway... i hope nothing like that will happen again.
should be going KBOX next thurs with ssf. looking forward to it! =D

2009-06-02T02:44:00.004+08:00

i've started watching boys before flowers again. too irresistable! the drama is so funny yet sweet. haha. shit max. i feel like im falling into their world sooner or later.

peck say she will be sleeping at around 3am. i think i will be sleeping earlier than her. no i sure sleep earlier than her. and tmr finally going out with pohsiu. i hope tmr we able to finish on time.

and today went to collect my laptop. hahaa. so happy to get it back so fast. acer have improved from before. haha. and lucky got meiying to help me on the location of the bus-stop, if not i wnt be able to get there on time. and it's very kua zhang. came out at around 2pm and reached acer buliding at around 5pm. hai. thats the problem with people like me who wants to save up on mrt fares. the fares are expensive thats why i wanted to take bus all the way. i have to change bus thrice. hahaha. so ridicules i know but i still went to do it. but i think i will still take bus if ever my laptop spoiled again. lollls. contridicting, but bus rides alone are not too bad, although if there were someone to acc with you might be much better.. anyway, all along i've been taking bus alone, so it's the same for today. just that today wanting for a companion is much stronger. haha. so weird.

ok! going to sleep now. yesyes. earlier than 3am! lollllloll

guitar geek

2009-05-31T13:48:00.007+08:00

aiyo it's a sunday today, supposed to go out but cancelled. so i came to see my heyyeyayo blog. haha.

went for school's momentum yesterday. watched it because yvonne's performing and really dint regret going. it was very nice and yvonne so pro man. fall in love with her liao man. hahaa! but other performances also made me excited.. like the NRA, comtempory dance by one of the uni (the one peck say the white guy is my 'cai'), and the one where the small boy can kicked his leg so straight up. cutecute boy. he's then my type lor. hahaha. other than these, there's cultural dances and sexy dances. i think the most i look forward to was the last item yesterday. and performances that made me high was the first one and the last one. hahaha. OPPS.

before the momentun, ssf us we went to bugis and had sakae buffet. hahaa. i tried to eat as slow as i can, to make the buffet worthwhile, but i think we dint really eat til the worth. so called 'bo hua'. think we weren't that loud in the shop lah. and took quite many photos with fiona's phone. i hope fiona wnt post that 'sia dao' face man. then saw one shop, yatcht 21. nice shop. listed! salior shop. meiying say. hahaha. and they gave me a bag. a belatedbelated birthday present cause i only then decided what i want til now. haha. which i really liked it very much. woohoooo! excited with that bag man! hahahhaa. i thinking what to wear for that bag still. loll. then went for 'tao huay' near cathay. and we walked from bugis to far east! its very far and my leg was very suan, but got ssf walked with so time pass quite fast. peck as usual bully me to entertain her. i very good i let her bully. hahaaa

Before going for momemtum, went to sis hse with brother to have lunch-in. we cooked ourselves. was quite cheap per person. the groceries cost 24dollars, 24dollars for 4 of us. equals 6dollars per person! WHOOOOO! save money and encourage family ties. LOLL. 1 bird kill 2 stones right..i know. that day was supposed to be me being the chef, but i dint done much. hahah. next week bro will be the chef. i hope the plan will still be on like said.

and next week! i am so excited! HAHAHAHAH. will be going double O! omgg man. my 2 weeks of heaven is coming near me, after the 6 weeks of hell. after this 2 weeks, will be back to hell's man. so i love the next 336 hrs! minus my sleeping time(10hrs) 140hrs, im only left with 196 hrs. i really will love these hrs man. trust me.

2009-05-14T21:26:00.003+08:00

ohoh. didn't went to school today. haha. woke up at 8, roll here roll there thinking whether should i make myself kan cheong to rush to school on time. i look at the time again, 8:45am. hahaha. msg them ard 9plus not going school. doesn't have the mood to attend school. i know this cannot be a reason, so i can only say, i skipped school today. loll

peck say my words all stick together, cannot see. how to make words not together sia. peck teach me.

tried watching boys before flowers. not a bad drama. funny and sweet. haha. but if i kept watching i will live in their world man, so i decided to stop watching.

after yest fyp meeting, i realise we still have alot of work not yet done. only doing the literature reivew already strains me quite a bit. wait til the codings and to the in-depth part of the project, i dont know i can still be so determined. nvm. last year of poly life. have to cheong man.

i seperated my words! woohoo.

2009-05-09T00:56:00.003+08:00

third week of school. which means only the 3rd problem among the 15. seems fast enough to get through til the last prob, but time just seems to past so slow when im inside the 4 white walls.
and alert man. i've been coughing, which causes virus spreading around me. LOL. coughing alone had already made me so bo liat. ah poh said she's going to accompany to a doc, but she was reluctant actually cause she said i might pass swine flu to her. yea. she is such a best friend. anw, seriously i don't know what i wanted to type. i just felt im having a messy mind, just wanna trash the messy parts here. i read through ssf's blog. compared to mine, im just a dead blog man. i could feel something reading their blog, laugh even. just wondering what am i really doing til now. i believed i've done more mistakes than ever, and my personaility just sucks man. i can't regonised myself like i do before. sometimes i was thinking if certain actions and behavior i've done, i would ask, was it me? am i the one doing them? wth do i do that for? if this is my year of 09, i hope time would stop for me and let me take a breath. i dont even know what am i doing. doing without thinking of consequences. could i just cry it out. will things be made around so that all seems so good and nice for me. but if tears could clear away my insecurities.. argh..nvm. it cant be happening. and blogspot, you know i depends on ssf and ahpoh heavily. because i dont guard myself when im with them. i felt myself.

2009-04-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

i think the last four days of school i had spent last week made me so tire out. Although i thought I had done enough, but my grades doesn't say so. first time i felt so down about it. i think it was because my previous year i did not even give a heck care about my academic in school because i just hate school so much that i don't bother what kind of grade i get. But don't know why, this semester i felt that i wanted to give my best and care more about my school matters. I know it is a very late decision to buck up on it now, since it is already my last year in school, but i see my classmates were so enthusiastic and competitive, plus ssf had been telling me to speak up more often and all, i don't feel like wasting my time as much as i had previously. Although classes really sucks now than before, i can only just say no choice. i shall only hang on to the only special hours which is after lesson time. the small gathering in empty classes and the short walk to interchange.
I do not know how long i can be so positive minded about school, because other than academics that matters to me alot, friendships was a bonus factor too. but i guessed certain relationships were already ruined. i sincerely hoped that recent tag on meiying's blog doesn't bother anyone. but i think i am the only one who was bothered by it the most, since i am the one who tagged. LOL. anyway, fyp is on-going now and i think as weeks goes by, it will get tougher and tougher. so other than bucker up ourselves for this final project, we need to work as a team man. be as a team. produce as a team. HAHAH. i don't know what am i trying to point out, but just that we to work togther, be together, shine together. HAHAHA. seriously out of point. nvm. moreover, plus i got the responsibe of leader recently on me, i am not confident and not used being one. I will not be a good promising reliable leader like others too. but I hope i will get my part done good enough for all of you and meanwhile, i really need all my teammates' help. to guide me too. i am really worried about it. but let's recite this together. 'i help you, you help me, we are happy fyp team.' whew. it calms me down alittle. wahahaa.

i enjoyed the dinner tonight.

2009-04-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SIAOSIAOFAMILY DAY =)

thanks man.

2009-04-21T23:50:00.001+08:00

Despite having super stomach cramps today, I felt really happy. One of the happy trigger was when jenny and me coincidentally found the girls in the lift when walking pass unknowingly. It was just plain luck! Because of our plain luck, one Malay guy got shocked by our excitement of shouts. Super funny man. HAHA.LOL. And the simple gather we have during the break, it was good and painful. haha. But not only that, it was also my sister. She called many times but I dint heard it, until today I called her back. I was expecting her to be angry, but she was not and she was calling actually to concern about school & me. She knew I was having the cramps too, so she asked if I want to have some chocolates at her place, but due to I can’t tahan the pain, I wanted to go home as early as possible! So I skipped her kind offer, and skipped also the trip to ps with the girls as well. GULITY CHARGED! Except, after reading a webmail, I was super stunned. Nvm, shall see how it goes tmr.

Although both my classes for yesterday and today seems competitive and I was quiet almost all the time, but I feel it’s okay. I guessed my grades won’t be as good as I want it to be even if I attended the classes. But I think that’s how outside work field will be like once we were freed by RP. Hahahh. Freed? Yes we are freed! We are imprisoned by republic poly! Squat for another few months and we will have to find our own food. Maybe our old classmates might be our future colleagues. LOL. Unbelievable. We are growing together as one! Hahahahah. Anyways, I just hope my next 2 new classes will not be as competitive as previous ones, although I said I don’t mind, but I still prefer to be in a peaceful class. Though bad memories now, but I still lingered onto E46F.

I have typed all that because I only wanted to upload pictures, but suddenly have the urge to wrote my thoughts down in case I forgotten, hahaha. Okay pictures time!

LOL.

whee!

wooo!

4 big eyes

=p!

our sandwiches and tibits!

dates and heads. noooo.. dont step on us!

after super hot tanning.

men men bu le lah.

PECK

MEIYING

FIONA

hahahaa. actually it was all a conicidence. LOLL. but fiona cant make the image out. hahahah. so funny cause she keep taking and taking..

pretty girl in white!

ZzzZzZZz.. meiying still so lively. pro!

peck and Mr Jackie Chan

the hot ang moh. with his girlfriend.

round & round & round..

good photograhper! hahahaa
while waiting for them to ask about ticket price..

KIM GARY AT VIVO!

hahaha. peck looks tired here somehow..

2009-04-17T00:15:00.009+08:00

pictures! =D

end!

school's really starting sooon..nooooo......

2009-04-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

so sick man. just when school's going to start stupid virus starts to invade me. haha. wth. suddenly had the urge to spend my every single cents on clothes and accessories..omgg. nooooo..i can't. but i want! sheet. hahah. speaking of sheet. my shoulders area started to peel its skin off, so ugly man really. i looked at it in the mirror, i really got stunned by it. tmr gonna zhan xian it to ssf. LOLLL.

sentosa today

2009-04-08T23:16:00.005+08:00

haha. went suntann with fiona, meiying and peck. peck finally went sentosa with us, it was our first sentosa trip tgt. hahaa. and the sun was so hot today, i felt my face was like spliting into halve man. then went for dinner at kim gary, charming lao ban was also there. hahhaa...

gotten the photos for peck's birthday. i rmb that night was quite high for me, dont know why. and the prices for that was very cheap too. can try again and i will explore more chinese songs too. lazy to upload the pics today..okay lah. maybe i will later. lolls

today after departed with peck and ying, i was thinking what's the definition of friend. i guessed i didn't fulfilled it very much. i have great friends, really. but i am not sure if i am a great friend to them. that's why i had always felt i have neglected certain things somehow at the end of the day. i thought maybe i should have done that, maybe that could make the whole thing feeling better. or maybe i shouldn't done that, maybe it will turned otherwise. sometimes, 'dont dare' this two words make me felt so useless, it occurs to me it was my common word. dont dare to do, dont dare to ask, dont dare to probe further, dont dare to say.. and scared of that, scared of this, what to do? forget it lor..still got next time ma.. i always make this as my excuse to push it to other next time. push push push, until a baby came out also don’t know. i always OS inside myself that they are the people who are really important to me in my life, but i doesn't make the appropriate actions. a girl with no assets, no looks, no talents, and yet no discipline and principles..how can this be. I think there wasn’t any 19 years old normal girl living like that anymore. Because somehow i heard or received one or two from them, seldom the other way round. Loll. What a joke. maybe i have not done enough yet. maybe i thought a small thing done was a big thing to others. Or maybe i still didn’t know the definition of friend. What have i acquired for my experiences from primary to secondary school i suddenly don’t know. gone through, been there, but pick up nth to upgrade myself. something that keeps me occupied on the way home.. i love ssf today, and i love the sun too..

some pics for now, the loading took qutie long man. so decided to load another day.

2009-03-29T22:53:00.003+08:00

ohh noooo. really oh noooo... stupid leejiajia made a mistake and still dint know. til peckyee told me then i know. so i repent and wanna say im sorry to my lee meiying! and thanks peckyee for telling me.

BIGBIG DAY

2009-03-28T13:22:00.040+08:00

After wishing peckyee happy birthday, i should get down to blogggeddd. been a long time since i came to update. Now i have super tons of pictures in my folder. So today, after a long busy week, im finally free, i should do it now! haha

27/02/09
first thing first, watched my bloody valentine 3-D with fiona, jenny, meiying and peckyee. damn gross and there's nudity in it. LOLL. is a M18 show but anyway, maybe they put the wrong rating. HAHA. peckyee and me xiang yi wei ming as we were paired to sat beside each other. we kept complaining about this paired thingy until the theatres. but count me lukcy, peckyee was beside me. because i clinged onto her for almost the whole show. hahahhaa. shy already. xiexie ni peck..

29/02 - 01/03/09

i was working back at sakura for the weekends. saw a few old old faces from long long time ago and of course there's new faces too. not being racist here but the whole work place was like bombarded with muslims. ‘abase..’ ‘satu’ ‘jangan’ ‘blangja’ ‘apa’ ‘aku’ ‘putol..’. Only minority was chinese and no indians. haha. stand for long hours and honestly there are nothing much to do. jokes with the malays to pass away time, the malays are real jokers. Hahah

03/03/09!
A special day for fiona niam. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! went sakura for dinner celebration. i was thinking alot that i might met into some malays i knew days back ago, and bingo! they are really there. but only one person i could recgonise. his name is heidir. i always mispronounced his name as hei-di, the little girl who always had a little lamb with her. but obviously i was wrong la, haaha. it was called as he-day. he's one of the joker. hahaha. okay back to main topic. had fiona's birthday with meiying, peckyee and yvonne. we stayed from nobody in the resturant to almost nobody in the resturant. haha..ard 2-3hrs there. dont know how we spent our time there and then went to hereen's macs to chit-chat. here and there, discovered some long unsaid words..hahaha.. i think so, and mrt homed.

13/03/09
went genting with family. i really love the theme park. could be because it was the first theme park that i saw that had rides that are twisted and seen on televisions only. i suggested to the rest, like ssf and ahpoh, they sort of not expressing the same high as me. hahaha. Leejiajia is mountian tortoise i say.. besides the rides, the weather is super cooling and i could touch the clouds! haha. genting was a truly aisa. LOL

18/03/09
out with benzzzzz. been a long time too since we last met up. so went to ehub and took lots of pictures with his Fxx something cam. hahaa. im one of the cam shareholder..LOL. chit-chat. About schools, family, jobs issues. He’s current job is a freelancer. Vied0-shooting. I assume that's what he's interested in, no interest no passion right! GOOD! haha.

18/03/09

meiying came my hse that night after her 'nightmares'. hais, it makes me wonder if guys our age are really matured enough to handle friendships, let alone relationships. maybe they just wanna have fun and then fake a good impression on someone they faniced? haha anyway, i hope meiying will find a better companion for chalet next time, like us! hahaa.. and pay less than 40dollars!

19/03/09
find fiona the next day with meiying and peckyee. tiong bahru market and tiong bahru plaza. meiying was super restless in the coffeebean. in the end, peck and me took pictures without meiying. hahaa. and then went to find my sis at redhill for dinner =)

20 - 21 - 22/03/09
so after all the fun, back to hardships. lollls. not total hardships, i kua zhang only. but worked for 3 straight days. yun nam yuan and job fair. Gotta thanks Fiona and ahpoh for these jobs, if not i’ll be moneyless. I missed the feeling of working so hard and get the rewards at the end of the month.

24/03/09

kim gary with ahpoh and huiru. my first time trying on this hong kong resturant and I felt it was quite good. reasonable price and 2 young supervisors serving us. HAHA. food was not bad too.

25/03/09

out with meiying for peck present. finally get to met up with her too. had no idea on what to buy at first, but after a phone discussion with fiona together, we get it done fast and slacked at macs. i really loved the photos made by ssf for peckyee. i hope peckyee will cry when she saw this. i asked her on the day she received it, and she said she never. dskcljfoijgkre.

26/03/09

finally our preparation had a results! went kim gary for our dinner celebration. in the middle of the day, meiying was actually not turning up for the dinner! noooooooo... but she came! lolll. The meaning of actually. then went to chinatown for singing singing. hahaa. loads of photos and a few viedos to show i think. Thankyou girls ssf!

my bloody valentine.

___________________

FIONA'S BIRTHDAY =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!

our first serving!

oh noo..my phone cam sucks!

hohohoo. look who's meiying going to kiss!

although good-looking, but your skills abit sa-la!

yvonne the dancer!

peckyee the blur queen girl!

meiying the nightmare girl!

jiajia the normal girl! hahahahhaa

fiona was trying to kill peck actually. haha!

ahhhh! not enough time!

going home timee. yvonne!

nana. lumy. yingying

dont turn your backs on me...sheet..

st james!

errahhhh...wahaha

omg. i saw it!

shuxian!

wahahah

END OF 2 HAVOC DAYS.

________________

working at sakura

NANA. hahaa

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starbucks after meiying nightmare.

shoku with sis!

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EHUB with benzzzzzz. hohhooo

full house. with good price good food good people!

wahahahaa

our pic of the day! woohooo!

________________

working at yun nam yuan!

ZhenZhen

ShuXian

PeckYee

__________________

kim gary with poh and huiru

wahahaha. ahpoh your dui lian photo!

i miss their snacks...

LOLLL. HI!

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with meiying to buy peck present! =D

MUWAHAHAHA.

birthday girl!

2009-03-28T00:00:00.022+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PECKYEE! =D wahahahahaha

2009-03-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

meiying is sleeping now. she said she dreamt that our big baos got taken by many people. hahahaaa. so funny. wake up meiying! if not peckyee will scold us if we are late!
out with year1sem1 ben. had loads of fun! and been a long time since we met up hohohoooo..

2009-03-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

yes i am here! using my sis com to blog. hahaa.. i just got back from 'outside'. LOL. went temasek early in the morning for a ceremony. and yes. smiles are always the acttraction of everything..ahahahaha! making it short for the day today, i think i am a weird person because they said i attract weird people..shit man. why! my life as a teenage girl has failed badly.. i still have alot to learn and hear..
anyway, i think the hols are making me really lazy and mindless. want to do something but lazy to make it work. i want bubble tea..

primary gathering!

2009-03-11T12:05:00.003+08:00

hahahha. i've decided to delete my previous super long post. i really dont know i'm so long winded. lollls. and yes! yest gathering was really quite a gathering. although no malays had attented, but it's still a successful one. hahahahha. good job! my classmates.
huimin, juvonne, peizhi, peishan, weiting, xuanhui, zheng ming, xiong sheng, boon soom, winstar, yiqin, ye hui, aloy,eileen, me. total 15 of us dining at 'just noodle'. hahhaa. the long rows and the high noise level. no wonder they sat us at the back of the resturant..now then i realised! hahahahaa. weiting sat beside me, she started to talk about her time when she got bullied and disturbed alot of times. super hilarious thinking about that, we were so childish! hahaaa. goes on to talk about teachers and other events. and to their secondary school. i was an odd one cause i went to a different secondary school with them. i did wondered if i replace changkat to junyuan, what might happen..haaha. maybe i may not be here blogging.
after dinner slacked at the outside of esplanade. boon soom sang! very melodious. yes! really!maybe i exaggerating hahahah, but everyone were quiet and listened and even dont mind him to sing another song again. this kind of response i never seen in a longlong time. that's how considerate and supporting we were. hahahahah. slacked for a while and mrt home.
winstar and yiqin decided to bus home, asked me along because we live alongside. but i wasn't concession and eileen doesn't have an concession too, so we dropped the idea. what i regretted was i dint persuaded them to take the mrt. so long since we met up and finally got a chance to go home together was a rare chance for us, but it just slipped away like that just because i dint made the effort to ask again..
nvm. move on. i was glad thou, that xuanhui and me dint neglect each other. she told me i dint change, i told her she dint change. both of us keep thinking that we had changed alot. hahhhaha. super funny. i think i will ask her out next time, just the two of us..HAHAHA. and xuanhui! hope you have already gotten your driving license when you read this. LOLL.
eileen gave me my birthday present. and i was really super happpy. it was a leather-like-bike jacket. super omgg. because she read my mind! loll. moreover it was recently that i soptted this kind of stuff. hahaha. thankyou eileen bud. i really appreciated alot.
okay. anway i still do feel that primary school days were one of my best periods. but face the reality, gatherings like this doesn't always happen..

times of our life

2009-03-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

Good morning　yesterday
You wake up and time has slipped away
And suddenly it’s hard to find
The memories you left behind
Remember　do you remember

The laughter and the tears
The shadows of misty yesteryears
The good times and the bad you’ve seen
And all the others in between
Remember　do you remember
The times of your life (do you remember)

Reach back for the joy and the sorrow
Put them away in your mind
The mem’ries are time that you borrow
To spend when you get to tomorrow

Here comes the saddest part (comes the saddest part)
The seasons are passing one by one
So gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember　will you remember
The times of your life

Gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember　will you remember
The times of your life
Of your life
Of your life

Do you remember　baby
Do you remember the times of your life
Do you remember　baby
Do you remember the times of your life

i remember the many times of my life. my saddness and happiness.
tmr having a primary school gathering. imaginee! so longgg years since we did met up with each other.. i expect many surprises.. like one of them actually got paired with another one even thou they were always arguing during primary school days or see someone i couldn't recognise..or even more wild. hahahaa.
actually had a mixture of slight excitement, nervous, dreadyness. and dreadyness! why?! omggg..let's just say this kind of renuion gives me some kind of pressure.. who likes pressure?! i rather just laze around at home all day really..
OK. if there's possible to take photos with each of them, i will post their pri sch days faces and their current ones, and describe them one by one..hahha
tonight seems like a good night to sleep in. im going to sleeeep. ssf girls please sleeep early too..we don't want to scare our future white horse prince away just because they saw our big eyebags..HAHAHAA..

eventful week

2009-03-08T21:24:00.006+08:00

wow wow wow. had a long and fast weeek. went out everyday! hahahaha. finally can get out and breathe in fresh air.. anyway.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA! i know is a little too late to type here. hahaahaa. hope you like our cards and presents and the dinner that day. =D
next day went st james to celebrate! *mymymymymymymymmy poker facee, mymymymyy...* yes i really love this song and they played it there. woohoooo. met up with meiying peckyee shuxian at vivo. hahahha and acutally was supposed to surprise fiona about shuxian not coming, but because of meiying and me, fiona got suspicious and our surprise not that super surprise anymore. plus a sad thing was atmosphere that day not gooood! there were so many pervs and really lots of people. moreover meiying and peckyee went home early tooo..wanna high also diffcult! LOLL. but lucky got fiona and shuxian to accompany. or not i will be alone with some weirdos to wait until the first train arrives. fiona dont feel bad ok! i had my fun there! hahhaa. and that stupid smart alec driver, please stop acting smart and just drive fiona home man.
BUT hohohoooo.. as the saying goes, there's always a gem in that tons of rocks. HAHAAHA. anyhow siaaa. anyway, i know it's just for that night. and i don't even know how's he is like man! like meiying say, inner still is as important than any else! yes! meiying had knocked some sense into me man! meiying! next time lets aim others to see if we still aim the same. hahaaha. omgggg..
thursday had a super feast with secondary people. very full and we still end it with indian rojak!omggg. super fattening night.. but dining with good people is worth the fat. hahaa. friday out with shiqin huiru zhiyan ivan & ahpohsiu. met up with shiqin always so standard. gossip and spot guys. HAHAHAH. and that day there were so many! spot until so tired.. we kept looking sideways at each other to confrim with each other. hahahah. soon all came and went for cine botak jones. met ivan for the first time that day and my first impression was he resembles alot like my secondary school friend ivan. big bomb! hahhaa..ok nvm. then slacked at starbucks and shared a java chip with shiqin. but it was very sweet and we requested for a new cup and yes! we can! good service mannn. the starbucks is at paragon there. go thereeee...
myyyymy..i guessed i spent alot of my time looking at smart guys these days. why am i like that..LOL. time to really workout and forget all that opposite gender!

sped typed

2009-02-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

With the speed test you can test your typing speed. Of course you will not get an 100% accurate result, but at least a clue where you are. Try it again and again, and with time you will get faster, that is because, since the words that you need to type, are the most frequently used words of the english language. The faster you can type these words, the faster you will also type ordinary texts. After the evaluation you can include your results in your blog or whereever you want, so your friends can see how fast you type.

try it out! i am addicted to it! hahahaha. doesn't matter if you like it or not, at least it can roughly let us know how fast we can type. office/clerks/admin wanna-be should tryyyyyyy!

hahaha talk about speedtyping test..:)

my monday

2009-02-23T23:06:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAH. i love my blog colours! they brighten up my boring days! hahahahaaahahahaa...

i hope tmr i will get to got with pohsiu successfully. and finally money might start to roll in this weekend because i was asked to work at my previous workplace suddenly. although pay is a little off, but still small money is still money. i can buy my mouse, mic, earphones! first thing first, i need to know when is the IT fair..hahahaa. cheaper deals.
this whole day i was face-booking. i threw cake and peckyee, karatechop my bro, call out to my sis, supermaned with friends, create a fluffy pet and do charitism.
and like meiying said, i miss my primary school days..LOOHCS YRAMIRP WEIV TSAE. lets solve this super hard puzzle! who wants the correct ans can call me. lollllls...

2009-02-21T22:34:00.018+08:00

hellllllo. this jobless Aquarius has come to blog again! muhahahaaahaha. and because i'm jobless, i was at home having nothing to do. just then..

i saw my cap.

so i wore it which was brought from Malaysia with Fiona, Fiona'sis, Meiying & Peckyee. Dated 27thJuly2008.
heh hehh...

then something caught my eye

chey. LOL

Peck brought from Genting said she looked for two days. shyyy sia~

the message she wrote. =D

at the end of the message, i was horrifed by what she wrote. and was sad about my nose. LOL

THEN.

a pair of shoes from Fiona, Jenny, Meiying, Peckyee & Yvonne. =D Dated 29thJanuary2009.

they were special shoes! cause these are the only shoes i don't bear to wear yet. hahahahhaa.

so i wore! LOLLLLL.

HAHAHAH. SEE MY SHINY FLOOR. FINALLY CAN SHOW OFF MY HARD WORK! HAAAA.

THEN.

note and letters. From Ben, Fiona, Ying, Peck

ohnoo. im sorryy Fiona! something' wrong with the bluetooth and i can't send the letter into my folder. sorrry very sorrry. your letter is safe under my table.

next, a precious moments box, red/white stripe purse & colourful handmade bottle. i know meiying have one extra bottle left. hahaha. From Meiying.

Inside the box,

hahaha. PECK! From Genting for all of us! sweet lah sweet lah. hahaa

Sentosa ticket dated 11feburary2009, with Fiona, Jenny & Meiying.

On my table, Jenny's phone and a stress ball from bloodbank.
Finally I can returned Jenny's phone. I'm sorry Jenny! cause I used for such a longlonglong time. And the stressball, took it together with Fiona, Meiying & Peckyee dated 19thNovember2008.

hahaaa. yeahhhh =DDD

i realised each one of them contain alot of my memories. and i remembered so clearly. Esp the letters/note, because i could still read over again. i'm so afriad one day those memories will fade away.

a personal thought i would like to share. this might turned your stomach, but i must say! Be prepare! lolls. 'Because each and everyone of you that passed by me, thats why we had to be friends.' HAHAHA. yeah, lamee..lksfnsnmwk.
But because of you guys, I saw what is awkward. what is nervous, angered, supervolcanic, guilty, regrets, lonely, upset, hurt, heartache, insomnia, embarrassments, grateful, happiness, excitement, enthusiastism, laughter and muchmuch more. I hope i learnt something from all that past because i want to bring as many good times back to you as you had brought for me. I might failed, and i am scared.

heh heh hehh.. hair standing up right now! hoooho.

finally, a much personal note to you.

arrrhhh! everywhere i turned, i saw a part of you! hahahahaa. =)))

END

2009-02-20T15:01:00.004+08:00

pictures at HPV

haaahaaa. see that pecky rushing in..

HAHAHA.

my face super funny. loll. cause of many fats..

THE LAUGHING BUDDHA!

2009-02-20T00:51:00.003+08:00

hoho.. no jobs for us to attend these days, so we went back to our childhoood memories! HAW PAR VILLA. hahahaa. and it was super hot day! met up at harbourfront station with fiona, jenny, meiying, peckyee and shuxian. that was how i spent my lovely tuesday. lollllls. im happy =DDD

2009-02-18T01:47:00.002+08:00

they are just that. and they have moved on.. what am i pissed about. 'it's okay' i could only say this to myself.

2009-02-10T01:22:00.004+08:00

hahaha. omgg. while i was facebook-ing..i saw lots of me being tagged by meiying! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLL! ..... so all i wanna say is we went to st james powerhouse. hahaha..i dont know whether i type the place of the name correct or not. NVM! me, i dont have any photos yet, all's with that that that meiying and some at that that that fiona. and there is one taken using the camera at the marina barrage! hohohoo.. and it's free! we should go again when there's no rain.. and the supercute blue shirt guy! i love blue. i love shirt. i love guy. hahaha. and i love meiying new blogskin! so unique! peck and fiona and me should also do that as well, maybe i will try sooon.

2009-02-03T18:16:00.004+08:00

hahaha. hey! i dont know should i be happy that my birthday is over or sad that i've became older..but still..im offically 19 years old! and i guessed im lucky enough to have friends and family to wish me on that particular day. im happy you knoww..yeahyeah.. hahahaa
i would like to say my thank you Yvonne, Jenny and SSF. because of them, i got free food and shoes! lolololll. and they actually planned to do a surprise by coming up to my place but for some reasons, we meet up at cityhall station in the end. HAHA. most funny part was they said it was a meetup regarding FYP. i really thought it was that, so i was quite moodless and to force myself wakeup on time to have a serious discussion or whatever later on. but then turn out the opposite! was abit catch noball at first, but still, i caught it. and ultimately, im was very happy that day. plus paiseh. cause the shoes so ex man! to me lah. and they still went forward to bought it. hahaa. =)))
next celebration with family. we went to vivo swensen's for lunch. 8 of us! quite a big crowd. we're combining the celebration of my bro and mine. own a turn at their salad buffet. it was delicious, blogger. and i was super full at the end..i was shocked myself that i can be so full eating at swensen's cause normally i still got many space left. loll. old..that's the reason..hahha
and went to watch chingay with uncle! yoohooo.. very grand, very fun, very hot! how should i say..er..very magnificent lah. the way the vehicles got deocrated and the performers! very professionals and i can feel they are proud of their cultures. plus handsome and prettys to watch! hahaha. i got to shake hands with them cause we stood near the fence. very lucky!! haahhaa. they're talented shuai ges and mei nvs.. and in the middle of the parade, some performers were battling out their dacning moves..omgg. so super hot really! very charming! i was so high after that. lolololll. the parade end and i dint even know..so maru sia.. haha. another wonderful day. =)
i think i am not sad but happy, after writing all that, i realised. hahaa. lets go to marina barrage!!

chu yi

2009-01-26T21:51:00.004+08:00

oh! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!!! hohohooo.. but i guessed my bro mood was a little dampen this morning becasue nobody celebrated for him. the minute i see his face in the morning..ohhh..so sad.. i think dad and mum only rmb today is the first day of CNY. lol. and i dint prepared any for him too, i felt super gulity! he looked ok now..cause collected ang baos. LOL. im gonna prepared something for him too..if not i wnt receive mine. hahahahaaa!
and new year really brings surprising and joyous news! finally ppl are getting better with each other..esp them both. bet you wnt know who is the both! lolols. probably that someone knows..hahaha. and with the others, there wasn't so much awkward moments anymore i guess..im done upsetting. ben is right! =)
and meiying so funny. lol ..but im very happy that you know what i meant. veryveryvery. lolols..

fork&spoon

2009-01-11T01:03:00.006+08:00

HOHOHOHOHOHOOOO. long time since i've touched my cute blog. hahaha. still as bhb as ever. lol. OK. everyone, we've already enter the year of 2009. my life of year 2 is going to be over soooon. holidays coming! and i need to work for money! lots and lots and lots.. anyway.. after all in 2008, i guess friends are important. they are people who means something to me. their actions, attitude, behavior towards me will influence me in what im going to do next and so on so forth with them. but sometimes it makes no sense. no sense that i dont know why it turn out the bad way when you thought everything is going good, when i thought i was doing my part as a friend. arghh..how should i put it..i feel idiotic now seriously. i presumed im the one getting upset over this and they're brushing it aside because they think they have other matters more worth concerning about. we're going to continue this way uh. ARGH! WHATEVER! IM JUST DISAPPOINTED! I DONT KNOW WHY IM SUCH A WIMP WORRYING OVER THIS!
i hate dealing this stuffs! because i cant help to solve and it's going worse! all i know is friends cant be erased, they cant be ignored! and they're my own friends! i hope people know that, because a idiotic person like me knows! and i guess..cos we're being ignored and stuffs, the reason im super upset.

2008-12-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

woah. been long time since i came blogging. i took a new nice photo! LOL. ok. these past days were headaches man. why was it so unfair. no ans..so it's ok. time to grow up jiajia. get your brain expand! be more clever! be more initiative! be more hardworking! be more sharp! i know i can't blame on anything else when something goes wrong, can't push decisions to others to make for me, can't compare everything..they saddens me so suddenly..ayeaye..

2008-11-21T23:21:00.009+08:00

finally friday is here. weekends are calling out to me. haha. although i always anyohow make some of my weekdays into 'weekends'. but i sees saturday 22nd and sunday 23rd staring at me. the real weekends is here. LAUGH OUT LOUD. anw, just met up with my secondary school mate recommending me a job. going to their orientation this sunday. actually im hesitating but i saw my friend face...so i said ok. have no much intend to join. haha

so last week went to watch tropic thunder. hahaha. this show really laugh my butt off my seat man. their language super coarse and their actings super drama. i thought was a very gross show at first, so i said i regretted. poh then said that she regretted watching with me. hahahaha. opps opps. but it wasn't gross. overall quite a worth movie to catch. as usual bought tidbits, but we overbought them. haha, ok..it was me who suggest to buy this buy that. so end up cannot eat finish. and we watched a midnight show, cannot eat much. throw halfpack popcorns away. lucky poh was having a generous heart that night. hahahahaha

then i was feeling very excited on the following tuesday. cause watching magic show again! and it was very nice and quite surprising. saw new tricks and really look like magic. 'click!' went with the usuals but without fiona, pecky and jenny. sians 1/2. heng the magic show got 'liao', ingredients, if not i dont think i will be so high. haha. i think im super high in that show. and went home happily. haha

next day hurridly met ssf in school for our bloodbank trip. we all was late. haha. except meiying i think. good girl huh. =D. HAHA. then blahblahblah..saw how they handle bloods that are donated. I only know they separated the blood into 3 parts. white blood cells, red blood cells and platelets. not bad sia. i still rmb. HAHAHA. after all those walk throughs, end of it and we took a group photo. i hope i dint blinked my eye. lols.
ate our dinner at around novena. YUMMY AND CHEAP. i want to go eat again. loll. and be vegetarian the next day. hahaha. nice wednesday i had. =)

thursday met up with sis and sis-fu. had a super meaty super sinful super EX dinner at NYNY. thank you sis and sis-fu. had a heart-to-heart talk during the dinner. told them stuffs, they gave advices..that's what real blood sisters are for! i dont mind sis-fu joining in our sis's club. hahahah. JKJK. i think im the one who's the extra calefare.
and i just rmb i attended a wedding dinner where the groom is just 17yrs old, the bride is 18yrs old. new stuffs. it was my first time i attend such a young couple wedding. but my cousins said they married at a bad time, likewise for me. but my job as a guest to their wedding is not this. so i wished them well and long happiness ahead. both of them were hot. very pretty and very handsome. OH. and the groom was my childhood hangout khakis. haiya..grown up so fast man..

poh and jia =)))

haha. magic show!

the first pic : a stretch of strange marks. OMG. WHAT ISIT.
final pic was a nice shot done by LMY. =)

on the way to blookbank. snap and snap and snap and...

hahhaa. PEKCY! see LMY frightened face when pecky 'thinks' of her. haha. kan kai dian, pecky. LOLS.
--->

i prefer to look at the camera. hahaahaha

yoyo wassdown. LOL

hahahha. and i like this effect alot!

at the bloodbank.

end of trip. i know i was very hungry already

pecky forgot her manners ok. anyhow put her hand around me? hahaha. after our big hearty dinner.

HEY. our sexy backviews.

while peckypeck went to buy her drink.

group pics!

hahaha. where's pecky!?

ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf.ssf

=DDD

lazy sunday

2008-11-16T15:18:00.006+08:00

hohey! listening to 987fm right now. such a boring sunday i say. i say. and i say. ajdkfflkflknfwlkmfLKMFL;KSMFLAKMKSL';lkm;mLKMlskm;M

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'vm;SVNSV,MVS;L,VS LOLOLOLOLLLS. tmr gonna so sch again. poh say going to school is always better than her going to work for attachments. I nod. she was not going better than me after i heard her distressing. i forgot to remind her that she only left with rouhgly 2 months and end of it. gotta bear with it man. i know with uncle benerd, anutie priscilla, potential donovan, loud peifen and 'creative with words' mark, work's gonna be colourful. thou not as pretty as the rainbow. hahhaa. laugh out loud. for me, i should have left around 1whole and a half year before i can stopped taking 168 to woodlands at before 7.30am. carry my laggy acer aspire 5580 laptop, and buying my 52dollars monthly concession, and wore my mismatch clothes alot of times, blahblabhalbh..so again, i really gotta say thankyou to the ppl i had always hang out with all this months. if not for you, i may not even have attend the number of lessons now. it might be lesser than that without you guys man. no joke no joke no joke no joke. so here i really want poh to find hers too in the office.
hahaa. it's understandable to see that ben said he can't proceed with what i said in my previous post. i always type senseless boring 'compo', i know..=( . i was just typing what my brain was thinking right then, so im sorry that some post let you disagree, ywans, hungry or like what ben say cant proceed with it. so again like what ben did, post your comments in my black tagboard. honesty is best received. encouragements too. hahaha. err..bad remarks i wnt delete them thou.
and i will go school! i dont want to be out of ssf! not sff. hahaha..
now i am still onto the 987fm, playing better in time. haha. hmmm. i am still boring to near to dying. msn doesn't works for dont know what reason?! so i will greet my girls here. lolS. HI POH. HI SSF. HI GUYS. HI er...HI. HI WINSTAR. HI YIQIN. HI EILLEN. these are who i want to connect to right now in msn. roar. roar. roar. = boring boring boring.

2008-11-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

hahahaha. i passed! wooohooooooo!! it's better than eating free buffet! hahaaahaa. joking..im just veryvery happy that i was able to pass..but having free buffet is always the best..haahaha! LOLS.
sch was boring as usual. but class was telling some cold jokes during the breakouts..hahaa..so funny la..qn : which type of noodle is the heaviest? ans : wanton noodle. reason because it is ' one-ton noodle' HAHAHHAHA..boooom! i exploded man. lollls. ssf today dint came school..3/4 school mood gone! lucky got jenny..acc me go eat and toliet. big buisness type somemore. loll. wei qu le jenny. sorry sorry jenny. hahaha
but today was the happiest day of my life!

hmmm..time heals everything i supposed. just the matter of how long it takes. the length of the time is decided by you. suffer the hurtings for longer or shorter, make a fast decision man. so that the time saved can be used to find what you have been missing when you are protecting your fragile self a moment ago. Someone/Something good may just be waiting for your arrival, a asus laptop? or iphone? or tons of beautiful aids-free lady..think of more. things that will encourged and motivate you to move forward and not still lingered in the past events. 'move onward, Singapore'. i rmb this is what i always saw in my primary school excerise book. So our government is also asking us to move forward when we were very young then. we shall not disappoint them. yaa..that was the lame part. lollls. maybe what i am writing doesn't make any sense to most people, but to those who have manage to spent their precious time to read til here, im so happy again! haha. serious part, i want all my friends to be HAPPY. truly HAPPY. from the heart.

2008-11-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

haha..woohooo! what should i say man..all the troublesome stuffs had been done! professional profiling report, professional profiling presentation, understanding tests 2 and o levels english exams are over! time to relax! hahha..fat hope man. i can't relax too much like how i used to. cause i decided to find a job and earn much many lots of money. i dont know why..just have a feeling something bad going to happen..esp towards my parents. their health seems to deteroiate already..i can see it..which makes me very worrys..im scared what will happen if i keeps on carelessly spends all the money my father provides me and dint manage to save them..what will happen after if i continues when it really happens..i know i myself knows i only knew how to spend and always buys what i want and lesser of what i need..so hard to control! lol. alright.. so gotta face the working world soon man. and arrange my mind
recently some upsetting stuffs pops out in my friends..everybody will have problems of their own..but it would be so much better if we could be of help..the sad part is i can't help. don't know how to help..too stupid to help..too scare to help..too lousy to help..too helplessly to help..hahahha..i think i rather too kpo to help. kpo but at least able to make it better right. nvm..i think i am the only one who can understand what im typing away..hahaa. but my main point is i hope for more and the same! more interactions, more understandings, more forgivings, more trust, more loves..and with the same people. i know what i saying sounds so childish..hahaha..but i just wanna let them know life with you guys really give my life a life. thou ups and downs..maybe thats what changes us for the better..haha..thats all i wanna say! i feel goood~ te-neh te-neh te-neh te-neh~ LOL. and im really sorrry ben..for not answering/returning your calls yesterday. sorry!
lastly. i hope all of us will pass our PP! *PRAYS*

2008-10-28T00:21:00.002+08:00

hhaaha..i am so busy right now..not with my pp..but with re-watching metor garden!! omggg..it was so nice man! simply love the sweet love story between the main guy and the girl..they're really sweet to the core man..hais..cant bear to watch til the last episode..and part 2 of the show was not nice at all..part 1 is still the best..classic! hahahaa..okies..i promised myself i must finish my pp by this thursday..i hope i can make it man.

and because im so busy watching the sweet drama..i 'lost touch' with my friends..i dint call them or ask about them..im so sorrry..esp to ssf..sorry girls..but nvm..tmr will be our day again!! i dont know why but i am very exctied about it tmr..hahaa..i am already thinking of what to eat for our lunch or dinner tmr! simply loves them loads..no matter what! =)

and saturday went out with ahpoh..actually planned to catch a moive after her work..but end up we had subway as our dinner at far east plaza and no more..lololololl! and we helped our friend to record a clip for their fyp..hahaha..i know i did a bad job for them..cause i saw them replay the my part..it was very badly presented of me..but the part showing ahpoh was goood man..shes more photogenic..haiyaya..i hope they might as well delete my part le bah..
hahaha..but anw..outing with ahpoh doesn't bores me..even though it was just a small dinner at subway with no purpose..thank you poh..wish you best in your attachment! time will proves everything man..dont compare too much ok..and starting an office affair is not bad too..LOLOLLL! hahaa

and today i am still chasing after the metor garden..finishing soon..and time for me to do my pp soon..argghh..really no mood to do..but still gotta do..can't wait for 6th november to come..

what kind of voluntary work do you think is worth doing? why?

2008-10-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

hahaha..exams are over!! am i feeling very relax now?? nooo way man..still have the PROFESSIONAL PROFILING waiting for me to complete! ohmyohmy..5th november is coming by soon and i am still here talking rubbish..hahahhaa..whatever..
Im feeling very light in my heart..not sure how to completely say how i felt..but it just feels good man..few days ago i was still feeling so heavy hearted..doesn't feel good at all. but telling it off my mind to others made a diff..although it took me some time to make it reveal..hahahaha..i hope i the dark days are over me man..brush that aside farfar away..
ohh..and i just knew someone doesn't like me that much..very sad thing to know you know..but i know i can't please everyone around me..shalln't do much about it anyway..i hope it will just disappear itself..meanwhile maybe i will go to a corner to draw circles and do some self-reflections tonight

PECKY, WE CAN DO IT. HAHA

2008-10-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

few more hours to my eng exams..wish me luck. wish pecky luck too. luck luck luck! im so tired..my eyes super heavy..im going to save energy for tmr exams..byeee peeps. PECKY JIAYOU. =D

learn to let go. will be a good start.

2008-10-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

time to summarise my week again..haha..something unpleasant happened..veryveryvery sad..but im glad it has become a past already..we are friends mann..i dont wish to have any misunderstandings anymore..is a very hard period for ppl to go through..ok..i shan't say about it again..cause ITS OVER! 'applause..applause..' weeeees..

celebrated meiying, ben, xiaoxiao and jay birthday together on thursday..all of them born on october! kind of cool..hahah..and thanks to yokeyu hardwork to buy the cake..just so we can celebrate together with e46f-ie. really thanks mannn..haha..and cheers to meiying and ben too! for wishing all to live in harmony and have no more misunderstandings anymore..a very good chance to all clapped and cheered together..and we all did..hahaa. =)
the next day went to yokeyu resturant for our celebration dinner. wahhh. very shiok mann. all of us refilled our noodles..just for 1dollar! hahaa..except xiaoxiao..she is a small eater bahh..xiaoxiao ma..'xiaoxiao chi xiaoxiao'..LOLL! dillon refilled twice..haaha. big eater mann..although i intend to refilled twice too..but haha..must restrain mann..shittt..then we said byed to yokeyu and tian xiang..the chef who cooked the delicious noodles..wahahaha..handsome tian xiang! then watched some cute japanese kids performing at level of central. they were so cutee man..very brave and very confident when they performing..they make me feel that they are proud of their culture..japan is lucky to have this good and loyal countrymen..kambateh? HAHAA..so continued on to walk around clarke quay..clarke quay has a very nice scenery..suitable for someone who wants alittle peace or quiet time alone or with their love one to have a walk..hahhaa..i know who i can recommend to go there already mannn..right right right?? hahaa..

still got what to bring out..aiya..sheett mann..forgotten already..hahaa..recently i found out i easily forget stuffs..ahpoh kept saying things i dont have any impressions of them..i very gulity! haiyaa..i think i need to buy notepad to jot down every single thing that needed to be rmbed already..or buy some vitamins or whatsoever man..i dont want to wait until so serious..then i forgot how my husband look in the future! LOLOLLLLLL. AHHHHHHH..HAHAHAHAHA..talking about future husband..the horoscope says that i think man and woman are of the same level..so maybe if i havent found any man as mine..it is alright for me..i can still survive..so all the more i should take good care of myself..independent is the word..

alrights alrights..my parents going overseas make me so busy with housework stuffs..now then i know the difference with parents and without parents in the hse..hahaa..housekeeper for these days man..okok..gtg go busy hanging clothes out to dry..the good side of being busy..forget stuffs that are meant to forget..haha..so busy girl saying byebye now!
LASTLY..I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS! =DDD

birthday month!

2008-10-10T23:33:00.015+08:00

first thing first..wanna say sorry to ben. for not informing him that im going to E45J class and gather..intially i thought it was just ssf gathered only..but then dillon and the rest slowly came in..and ben say that i fail as a friend then i realise what i had done man..im sorry mr ang.

alrights..other than this super gulity stuff..i think this week was worth smiling man. =) met up with ahpoh on thursday. hahaha. thursday no schoool...? anw, main thing was meeting with ahpoh and tan titan. so long dint saw him..haha..still the same..his one meal equals to my 2 meals! LOLL. imagine my one meal need so lot nutrients..think of titan having double of mine. hahaha..okies..i know we people live to eat. haha.
so said byed after we had lunch and went to orhard walked. coffee club-ed, walked, fight, walked, chitchat, lost wallet, found it back blahblahblah..and trained to pasir ris for a sharing session. is a session good to attend..was thankful to ahpoh cause i thought of not going to attend in the first place. =)))

ANDAND! fiona just found her ezlink card today. she lost her belongings last friday til now. hais..really man..even my pentium 1 brain is getting suspicious of whoever that had taken it..tsktsk. nth better to do or having a crush on fiona ? wanna get her attention also not use this kind of tactic ok!...lololll..i hope XXX or YYY knows what he/she has done is wrong mann..balls nose for you.

today was a super happy day for me..hahaa. cause my wallet has grow fatter! yummy for my wallet man. eat more eat more..hahhaa..went TCC to collect and had dinner with ssf, suxian! and dillon. walked around alittle and homed. =)

oh yaa..saw winstar. =D my longlong dint see primary school friend..lives just below me but chances of seeing him was 0.000000001! he grown fitter already..macho siaaa. opps..hahaa. anyone girls having interests now??? hahaha..i missed my primary school times..when we were in same class with the others..tsktsk..innocent life i had last time..i really love it..really missed those times..haha..so i had a good childhood! lolol..

alrights! end of my week summary॥wishing my gd friend jiayou! be really strong and do what you feels is right। i hope my little words can gives you some tiny support.

crush

2008-10-04T22:58:00.016+08:00

finally one week of school has pass..so much bothering stuffs came..arrgghhh..

but okiesokies..lets start with the day we went to buy birthday boy's present. hahaha. which is on the day we bluffed dillon that we are not going out. we are doing a good deed okies..san liang de huang yan. LOLL. spent tons on *garments and had a buffet too. haha. pocket full of holes man! bought a renoma wallet for dillon. hope he like it..

and finally had a outing with the usuals. walked around town and had subway for dinner. i spotted one zara jacket..so wonderfully made. haha. went with meiying, jenny, ben, benny, dillon, kenneth . fiona and peck dint make it on that day..=(..anw, time always pass so fast with them..argghhh..

went to sch as usual on thursday. met ahpoh after sch. im sorrry peck and meiying..dint mean to ps..although i missed the part where meiying said i confrim 100% will laugh out loud de..hahahha..went tm with poh and shopped around to look for her sis present. i realize october got a high birth rate..lolollloll..then lepak lepak around and end of thursday.

dillon's birthday!
planned a celebration for dillon the birthday boy. slept at 3am with meiying the night before to acc her do card and use the time to read on the rest of remaining 6ps. omggg. fooking tired the next day! meiying is the heroin k! casue she's still quite energentic that day..i wonder whyyyyy...hahaaha. guess we had a successful birthday surprise done..and yvonne dint came sch..yoke too..missed a few persons of our classmates to join in the celebration. when presenting the wallet was funny..to me la.. haahah. ok. sorry sorry. shall skip this part. but so unlucky on friday too..cause fiona found out that she has lost her handphone and meiying dropped her latptop. hais..i hope fiona's mum wnt go hard on her becasue of her loss of handphone..ben was sick as well. hope he had felt better already..
after school took group photo..super funny de faci man..hahaha. hai wo kept ren bu zhu laughed. haiyaa..nvm laa. that faci damn cute ok..then peck went off for her event.
visited vivocity and had asian kitchen. not bad..but the portion was not for me..too small. haha. then walked and hanged at the outside. then we know that kenneth got alot of 'lobangs' too..hahaha. benny and dillon get a share of it. a essential entertainment for them..hahahah

today.
met up with sis and sisfu for dinner..had bah chor mee at eunos. very nice..very similar with the one at the bedok 85. one new place listed already..haha. then acc sis while sisfu went to havoc! and i was feeling very gulity cause of certain reasons...im sorry sis. so i scariface my ezlink money to go esplanade and had choz. not bad too! haha. but still, the portion was small too. good stuffs always like that..tsktsk.

recently know my gd friend is upset about some stuffs..sincerely hope the gd friend will find a solution fast and gd. just to let you know im always here man..

SSF DAY.

we spent 30dollars each mannn..super full..

fiona&peck&meiying&jiajia

digesting process..lololl

WAH. WHOSE MACHO ARMS IS MEIYING LAYING ON..

end of day..=)))

this was meant to scare people. HAHAHA

the usuals!

we then took photos with that kenneth...so manymany times la..

hahaha. gay pose!

DILLON'S BIRTHDAY, fiona's lost her hp day, meiying dropped her laptop day and peck's buddy BAOWEI BIRTHDAY.

hahaa. zi lian liao laa..somemore dint invite me takee huhh

the people who are doing the deeds...

saturday..bah chor mee at eunos day.

front camera quality..

compare with rear's camera..hahahaa. so much diff! show you my zhen mian mu..

my sis's expresso...super small mann. but what to do..expresso are meant to be this small..brilliant money vacumer invention for coffee lovers..lololll

ilovethem. =D

i dont love my fats. hais..

na de qi. fang de xia

2008-10-01T01:01:00.007+08:00

oh hohohohooo.. am lazy to type what happen these few days. i shall post pictures then..

watched painted skin. nice movie. gave 4 stars!

backviews of the ppl who treated us movies. i know they are feeling honoured by my actions.

long long time agoo

hahhaa. my phone now all their photos! nvmm..can edit edit and blackmail them. LOLL.

then this is my phone's dp..everytime opens my phone..saw ppl twistings at me. hahaa..start of a good day? lololll.

argghh. face so white laaa.

this our sampart pose! wahhaaha

ahpohhhhhhhhh. finallyy mann

and even long long long time agoooo..

woosh. finally posted all the pics mannn.

was working on sunday at Pan Pacific with peckfionashuxianchuiling. and again, lucky got them so i can get pass my sunday work without much torturing periods. hahaha. we are given transportation home tooo..which saves us taxi fares since we only finished our job at 1+. goddd. my first time work til so late. anw, knew one new friend in the van home. rui jie. friendly nice guy. haha. ok. maybe we may meet again since we lives only some distance away..and i rmb something.. i wish to register to yoga and kick boxing! hahaa. oppps. random stuffs..

thursdaythursdaythursday

2008-09-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

yup! back from orchard with AHPOH! haha. such a long time man. she told me this..i told her that..told lai told qu..loll..and theres so much i have missed! so on about her coming saturday...lololl..kinda feel nervous for her. tao hua yun le! congrats man! haha. although dint get manymany advices from her..but still im feeling good theres someone to hear my la ji til tampines. hahaha. if not i always can rant til woodlands interchange only..then needa emo to tampines. LOLLL. anw, i felt xinfu with them around. :)

today's OP was difficult for me again..hais. lucky got daniel, elizabeth and one malay girl today...oppps..how come i dont know her name ahh. cause i keep going to her and asked qns directly without calling her name..haha. sorrry sorry. but because of them, i was able to get through today's problem. hope the ppt done wasn't very bad..meanwhile..really gotta buck up my module. had my first breakout with my clsmates today. with jac, huiling, gen, yiqian, nigel and ling qian. they're funny guys..sometimes alittle bian tai la. hahaa. keep it up man. loll

okok. finally..can save my thanks to my savior today..she's a sick person today..hope she's feeling better now. she xi shen her 20dollar to me..arrrghhhh. this kind person is from ssf. LUMPECKYEE. 20DOLLARS. THANKYOUUUUUUUU! sorrrry too. borrow such a large sum from you. tmr return you. real thanks man. =DDD

wellwelll, FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE MAN. i think relationships will win them hands down! LOLLL..

F1 approaching..so moneys rolling in!

2008-09-23T21:31:00.009+08:00

ohey ohey. didnt attend cls again today... meet ssf dillon ben at cwp's macs then off to school instead. ben then went off after macs for his pp. hope he dint luan luan lai. hahaa. saw few of my classmates and felt alittle gulity for not going cls. but was gulity for awhile only, cause slacking during sch hrs is really very shuang! haha. and today dillon said something which shocked us girls. so suddenly he say out..cause we not expecting that kind of news..haha. cant believe it in the first place..but after awhile we just take it in. an embarrassed moment for meiying too. hhaha. wanna know more details ask her k. anw, is a past stuffs already..is just a shocking fact and so suddenly...loll..then diliydodo til after sch hrs..acc them pizzahut for dinner and homed

sunday.
have a OJT on sunday with fiona, peckyee and shuxian. we were putted at RASA SENTOSA. sounds highclass..but the standard of the food was alrights only. around the same with the fairway club. so learnt this well, same food but different price. location is the real prob! and the staffs there quite unfriendly too. i think that how work is. realistic, political..blahblah. think of it..if i really cant get into uni..i'll be entering into this kind of world in another 2 yrs time or so. oh noooo... haha. i was lucky to be able to get through that day cause of them(peck,fiona,shuxian)! make new friends like chu ping and gerldine. =) now this is the upside of work. end the work with rushing to the trains that goes to our destinations. again, im the only one who lives in the east side. haha. stay under those staircases la me. you know like the liang popo moive...haaaha. oopps... was supposed to be a funny joke de..sorry..

monday
went to cck to check out the cotton on. with leemeiying. peck and fiona cause tired so went home early. we went we thought they're having 50% discount for ALL ITEMS..fat hope laa. in the end still needa pai seh and reject the bottoms that we thought is 15dollars..which is actually 29.95dollars. LOLL. so bought only one top for each of us. and thanks meiying to acc for my dinner at macs. haha. THANKYOUVERYMUCH! after some slacking, took bus 67 home...lol..another long ride.

this cute girl! =D

op on thurs..

2008-09-20T13:46:00.004+08:00

new skin! hahaa. ok. gtg buy my stockings for tmr.

westwestwest

2008-09-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

eh. hello mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. went out with ssf and dillon. we brought fiona in our hearts, since she went to sun-tanning. LOLL. anw, went to their west area like IMM and JE. i get to know more about jurong area now, cause i thick skin yue them out with me. sorryy. so they showed me around IMM, ate cafe cartel, saw lots of cds, watches, clothes, and peck found her band! lolollll. the ledgenary ssf band. hahaha. this is fate man. gotta believe it..went je to slack and walked around a while then headed home. took the longest bus ride in my bus records. but nvm..at least able to reach home. lol. real thanks them for today's excursion. hahaha. =)))
i also wanna have the moments i had with them with ahpoh. even though i knew she's not angry liao..but still doesn't feel right. just now finally had a chat with her online, but she needa went off..where got enough. i told her my successful wu xiang, so happilyy...still kena abit wet blanket. hahaha. nvm. she say she will try if i bring to her i think..lololl. besides this..clsmates recently met some probs..i really wanna help them out but feel that i can't do much. im willing to share the headaches for them..heartaches also includes as well. haha. i think is impossible to have me alone to be so openminded. they have to be as well, so ya..anw. JIAYOUs. peck also k. omggg.. so late le. tmr op lesson. er.. one last point..my wu xiang fianlly is edible! lai lai..dont shy to ask from me k. loll..

2008-09-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

haha. i will be honest with my sister. today i dint went to cls. but i went to sch. lololll. pls dont scold me sis, because im a honest girl. HAHAHA. joke of the day for her. so ultimately i went to sch today and passed time off. =DDDDDDD

the day our 3 men celebrating their birthday

hahaa. almost all are my photos. oppppps...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR 3 MEN

2008-09-14T02:15:00.002+08:00

working tmr! after a longggg break of not working as a waiteress..im so nervous about tmr. and i can't online to talk to ssf to share my nervousness...sheety my msn. i just hope i wnt break any things there. i will just do what they ask me to do. like robot. hahhha
Saturday,
celebrate uncle, sis-fu and father's birthday. had dinner at tong le..alacarte buffet. hahahha. my fav type. it was a nice dinner, the food and the people i had with. the ambience was not bad. and just nice the place was having a wedding dinner! so lucky. reminds me of my sis wedding also. we saw the main part when the groom and bride came walking hand in hand together into the hall and everybody applausing for them. then people there throwing petals, emiting dry ice..nice scene mann. imagine having the whole hall of people esp your parents giving you their blessings..although the price you pay for all of these is high..but stilll..doesn't matter if you think is worth the price. this will be a day so memorable for both you and your partner. tsktsk..can't imagine how they felt at the end of the day...happy and truly happy..hahha

even though i feel happy for them, i needa to worry about my weight gains man. i really fa fu alot..after all the eatings and eatings and not excersing it off. cant control myself to stop eating so much everyday...i think i can eat one meal after every few hrs..waaalauuu. wo shi zhu ehh..LOLLL. ok. i promised myself i gotta burn it off. peck say cant do sit ups at matteress casue hurt our backs, needa have suitable mats to lay on..troublesomee stuffs.

F.O.B

2008-09-11T23:34:00.006+08:00

hohohoo. tmr's friday! first week of sch is over..everybody is going well with their class..feel so happy for them. and ssf is so friendly that they can talk to my classmates like is their classmates like that. im a slow cooker man.. tsktsk. i needa buck up. i is like the most unfriendly person in ssf. lololll.

Wednesday,
went to watch flowers over boys with leemeiying. fiona and peck all not free then also not interested in that movie. i think was alright. not what we expected. but 2hrs for 6 dollars not bad la. hahahaa. anw, watched it with meiying..so even if movie not nice also nvm. walked around bugis and ying bought alot. rich yet a indecisive lady. hahahaaa. somehow physco her to buy. lolll. then went to chinatown and have dinner with mr dillon. hahaha. light bulb! whoooo?? oh noooo...the ans is mrdillon la ok.

sch life doing not bad..after sch hrs is still my favourite time of each day. although not able to really talked to them because walking to interchange we seperated ourselves sometimes or gets distracted by looking at the handsome/pretty passerbys or argue about if that certain person is a guy/girl , still, seeing them waiting for one another is one happy thing. friends has occupied most of my life in poly... really dint regret not making that decision that period..if not i will miss out how many valuable moments that money can't buy. hahahaha. so knowledgeable of me to type this out. lololll. there bound to be disagreements, but i hope even if this happens, it will not strain the relationship, but actually gain something from them.
have been feeling kind of weird too..dont know for what. like im not happy enough, like im still finding more stuffs to fed myself til i feel that it is happy for me. but if i do that, i might hurt others feeling as well. like im caring for myself but not others...i am a huai ren! omgg. hais...and really..fate does know how to make fun of people. but i believe in it! maybe i should just let it be..arrrggghh.

this is the day. FOB
meiying earring so BIGGGGGGGGGGGG. seeseesee

not more than 61

2008-09-08T23:19:00.005+08:00

hahahahahhha! today is my happiest day peoplee! arrrrggggghhhhhh..whooooooooooss!! gotta owe this to leemeiying. cause she gives me courage to call ahpoh! and i called! and i really think they have forgave me! hahahahaa. they still remind me the meals i owed them. haha. so funny la. but stilll, i dont mind! get to eat still. and eat with them. this is already so a happy news to me so far mann. hope im not dreaming. such a long time since im taking bus, i smiled and smiled and smiled. cause i thought of all the stuffs that can be done with her once again! i know im not dreaming! not dreaming anymore! thanks thanks thanks meiying! ssf! aaaaahahahahaha. tmr treat you drink icemountain!
im really happy man. although the change of class still makes me abit down..but i see all of them coping well, i think i got to solve mine about my cls as well. cannot rely on them always. they are adapting to their new cls too. so i should too. i think this is what rp want us to go through. really happy to have them as my motivations for sch. and these days meeting ssf and dillon make my day a good start. then there's a hot guy at yvonne's cls. haha.
ok. i think it is certain im not dreaming. i will wait earnestly for wednesday to come. finally can go out with them again. =)))

finally hotpot culture

2008-09-03T12:56:00.006+08:00

hahaa. finally get to eat hotpot culture! missed the chance that day with them..which was very sad. so yest went with fiona, meiying, peckyee, ben, dillon, benny and kenneth. nice company.
then i realised i ate more cooked food than raw food even though it is a steamboat buffet. hahaha. and the choc fondue was not bad. although is abit different from viedo, it was edible. hahahaha. okok. my expectations not that high la. actually i enjoyed myself during the dinner, so doesn't matter if the fondue is not what i saw in the viedo. because got them! oppps. shy le mann. hahaa.
then went to walk around MS and discuss some topic which is sensitive to me. hahaha. jia liat. i dont know whether should i go to boys or girls toliet laterr. but went to the girls still. lololllll. decided to walk til esplanade's rooftop. reached there and it brought back some stuffs..such a waste. beautiful scene but cant really appreciate yet . we sat there and look at the night view. quiets moments awhile which made me wanna quiet too. after that, the boys kept talking talking talking, girls also. hhaha. so le nao. we sort of intrude other couples as well..haha. not on purpose de leh. but anw, ben's friend joined us as well later. so we chatted among ourselves then went home. and so pai seh. dillon kept saying dont sad dont sad, benny also say. aiyoyoyoo..make me dont know what to say so i just act sad all these. later scarly the girl wanna give chance to ben but hear that, then no chance. so jia liat. i am thinking for ben's benefits ok. haha. okk. a random part. ssf always say i think alot. haha. so i shall stops here.

yest walked home i suddenly realised e46f really did what they said. almost every places we suggested before, we managed to go together. hahahhaa. feel so happy mann. so happy im able to be part of this company. so happy to met and know them. really i am so happy

the greatest remorse; not the deed i done, but the waited courage.
for you pohsiu. you waited long enough, now it is my turn to wait for your forgiveness.

rush rush rush

2008-08-28T01:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday was not a good night man. knew that the new class im going doesn't have any one i know. bad aura! hahahaa. i think it is bad because i compare with the others that have ppl they knew in their new cls. okok la. cannot complains man! i should be used to this so call punishments by our sch principal. i will be missing my e46f peeps veryvery fast...the moment i wake up for my first day of schooll....hahahaha.
alrights. on monday, i finally managed to apologise to ah poh's mum. damn relieved and really let me song yi kou qi. before i went to her hse, i thought alot of scenarios that might happen which really discourage me to continue what i must do. but the stuffs i heard at the chalet from them kept pushing away the negative thoughts i had, and eventually, i ringed the doorbell, bow and apologise. ah poh's mum smiled! and received my apologise promptly. omggg. i was really touched by her reactions. ah poh wasn't at home when i went, but still, i think i might not have enough courage to apologise to two persons at the same time. tsktsk. one down, one more to go. lol. really haveta thanks those people who encourage me so much before. THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS INFINITE. =DDD
these few days were trying to concentrate on finishing my pp, but always gets distracted. hais. so disappointed with myself. i know once sch reopens, i wnt have the mindset to do pp toooo, so i needa get it done before that. i should really just shut myself out from the manymanymany distractions around me man...for eg foods. hahahhaa. getting fatter toooo! da pian man. i only rmb food goes in, but not very much came out. jia liat. clothes cant fit me very sooon. hahaha. wth. laughing at my own weight gain. ok. shall ends now. so many stuffs to do, so not much tie left, but still i got time to read my inspector comic. so shuai! tsktsktsktsktsk

2008-08-24T02:08:00.002+08:00

woah. ok. time to do some updates. most of the previous few days i spent were with e46f! and to be honest, i really missed them tons now. 2 facts i had learnt. change is inveitable. people resist change. which i think it applys to me very well. hahahaa. and i just watch fireworks with meiying, dillon and benny! ohhnoo. just can't pass my day without looking at my clsmates man. was supposed to have ben, kenneth and his other friends joining but dint in the end. quite a sad news to me. anyways, i was gulity max. because i cause meiying dillon and benny to miss their last train home while i still had mine. so sorry guys. real sorry.
today, august 23rd.
watched fireworks again! omggg man. real beautiful. watched it with the same ppl. and with peck as well. think peck did not regret coming. hahahha. she watching while hoping for her prince charming, which is just besideX2 of her. LOL. okok. felt odd today. ssf should know why. hahahha. feel something not whole when i was watching works. well..the works are enough to cover that hole up already. thanks korea and france!
updates photos later. having probs now man. tsktsk.

somehow get to know them better through all these events. chalet and fireworks together. their true colours show when playing cards and at nighttime. LOL. but really enjoyed myself. yesyes. even though met into some probs in the middle these, they cheered me on! really surprised me. hais. sucha a burden clsmate of me man. thats why im giving myself til monday. i want to settle it all til then. thanks so much guys. =)

just like what i said..change is inveitable, but people will normally resist changes. someone troubles me alittle nowadays. i hope is just another lame stuffs, something which i think too much. i dont wish that that someone will change. maybe is because i can't bear to see that someone having a new life and making a new circle of friends, and then forget us. so sadd man. bet ssf thinking i talking about who. lololll.

arrghhh. having mixed feelings now. she bu de, sad, tired, happy, excited, remorse..whats this man.

2008-08-23T02:03:00.035+08:00

last day of schooooool...

the last moments with e46f door.

BMTC trip. with clsmates. =)

nicely taken! =D

chalet days..

omggg. they're really very cute. but the place not as good as we thought. pity those pups.

hahahha. ah lian pic.

lol. sorry for my face mann

=)))

haha. si bei ben!

lets welcome the si bei ben the owner.

at the bus stop. real late for the meet ups. really very sorry. that dillon real firece ok. i took out my whole courage and heart to talk back with him. tsktsk. but i know im wrong in the first place. sooooo..hahahhaa. anyway, sorrry again.

preparing for the fooods. actually i did nothing compare to the others. hais. so i just went round japalang help out a bit. hahha. but the food made were sadap ok. jenny is a real bbq-er. hahhaa. then the boys start fire. hmmm..cooperative is the word!

leemeiying. thats her sexy leg.

sleeping beast and beauties. hahhaa

purposely put LU GOU pic. his is open to public. mine is hidden de. okokok. haahaa.

hahaa. fiona errr. hungry isit.

hmmm. candid

shadows of the day.

yvonne! lol. both wore yellow on that day. hahaa. but we are not dirty fellows.

fireworks day...and lao pat sat day! the day i found out my name open a carrot cake shop also! wahahahahahhaa

really miss them alotalotalot...tsktsk. just can't get enough of them. hahahaa. i sound pervert ah? lol. anyway, I LOVE THEMS. AND LOVE SSF. the end.

2008-08-13T01:12:00.006+08:00

ok. the day which i dreaded the most came. last day with my e46f ppl. although we'll still meet for our bmtc trip and chalet...but still, tsktsk. our last day was a bit off. i dont knoww. but they really had my heart warmed up when i watched the viedos made by fiona and kenneth. i know fiona scariface her sleep to make perfect her viedo the night before. double touch! loveloves man. i try to do too but haaaha okok, you know what i mean. fail terribly. maybe i not the the type that can organize stuffs well. lolll. giving excuses now. hahaaha. and ben..im touched man. really, seriously, no joke ok. dint expect you to write the ' wedding invitation' cards to everyone of us. after reading them, whoooos, heartfelt-ed-ed-ed man. lol. shy liao la. so sorry that i dint make the effort to give cls a piece of me. as in err, haaha, my thoughts or blahblahblah. i sompa, i will store the viedos and the special card in my lovely drawer, and in my heart as well.

to ssf - i hope you know that remembering cherishing loving you all is something no needa say out here. it'll be kept internally. although sometimes i really made you all peckchek or hothothot with me, youS still patiently or something to tahan me. and this somehow made me realise my ownself, what i've done to made youS feel so. which im veryvery sorry girls. i rmb how youS hear stuffs about ahpoh, and give me suggestions all these..i was very paiseh to share with you these at first. because i thought it'll be a trival stuffs to youS. but you all touched me again by constantly asking updates between us and offer ideas to how to patch things up. i was really very gan dong by that girls. i'd think that i did not done anything touchy for youS. all i did was listen all the storys and no more. i was that useless in ssf. can't help much in youS studies too. cause i rmb peck taught me during the first few weeks. i just nodnodnod, askaskask. i can't say i can do everything for you girls, i'll say i will try my very best to make youS feel content or only passable good. *and im sorry that i dint inform you all to do the jijigerger rj yest. so sorrry.
my ssf. thank you so much for all the advices, encourgements, feelings, fears, joys, rubbish..all stuffs that i heard and learnt with youS, and as well as the daily updates of ssf's life. really dont think i can survive my sem1 life without you guys. seriously. hate me or very hate me, i'll still love you all to death man. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO*infinity

to ben - lets continue to be close friend or even the greatgreatgreat close friend for as long as we can ben. i dont wanna put pressure on you by saying forever. nono. or not it will feel like it is a duty to do so. lets embarked on a new journey blahblahblah. haa. i forgot the whole thing. ok, but ahpoh and ssf will be the greatgreatgreatgreat of all. err. lolll. ok ohno. this is my first time confession online. i dont dare to say all these stuffs face to face to you ben, it'll be a very hard task for me. hahaa. shy person here. lol. just wanna let you know i was real touched by what you've did. tell me again what made you decided to go for gym. im still gulity for not able to say the reason out that day. well, you say it right. we should chat more often. i will reply asap with all my might man. i'll let loose now. if you know what i mean. haaaha. okok. i think im getting losoh here. last one, are you sure i still owe you a meal? think again bennnnn. LOL.

ssf jiani xiaoxiao ben - you've make a very big impact on my life. *TM
so bias right. only ben is the only guy written here. =)

why

2008-08-11T01:00:00.004+08:00

hahaa. currently in love with this song! cant use imeem in this blog layout, so had to used iwebmusic. tsktsk. it is by secondhand serenade. ohnooo. he's a yummy singer. loll. does sounds emo abit. but i think i'll get sick of it sooon cause of the lyrics. blahblahblahhh.
sunday.
im tired man. woke up at 7.30am to niaoniao. can't get back to sleep so continue to pack my room. hahaa. feels more spacy alittle. okok. tmr is monday. another 2 more days to go mann. time speeds. how come police officer never give summons to them!? okkokkkkok. haa. joke of the night.

2008-08-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

friday.friday.
didn't want to attend sch intially, because woke up late and i knew i'll reach sch very late. but went in the end cause of the ppl in my class. the power of e46f & ssf. hahahaa. think sis also stunned when she knows about this. LOL. actually my mood wasn't ready for the problem that day. just dont wanna spent my day at home alone, and what's more sch has friends to be with. thought maybe i'll feel better and forgets some stuffs when im with cls, but thought wrong. felt more heavy in the heart. lol. heart? wellwell, can say it as my own burden with myself. friday was not supposed to be like that, because its friday! friday fever. but nononoo, the thought of them celebrating together, me not able to join them, im feeling so bad of myself. didn't dare to wish jen's birthday as well. omggg. peck dint came that day and fiona left for her relative's wedding so lucky had meiying to acc me til dinner. and with the others as well. jenny, ben, dillon, kenneth and benny. i know i somehow peckchek meiying that day too. lol. sorry ying.
satuday. saturday.
packed my room for the whole day til evening. and havent finish packing. too many rubbish liao la. haha. went to met jenny after her work and i was late. oppsopps. sorrry jenny! im always late. ohno. gotta improve on this. ahpoh cant tahan my lateness too. walked around bugis street and jenny managed to bought her stuffs while im still deciding. hahah. til shops closed liao. so decided to shop again tmr. have to buy somethingg! i wanna wanna buyyyyyyy. let me buyyy okokokok. and take photos. yesyesyes. maybe going to catch meiying 'zhua she' tmr! eat snake! hahaaa

jennica's birthday.

2008-08-07T23:03:00.004+08:00

tmr ahpoh, shiqin, huiru and weijuan are celebrating jen's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNICA! not able to join them tmr. hmmm...ya..sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry..

today watched love guru. funny lame funny lame funnyyy...laugh all the way in it. watched it with meiying, ben, dillon and kenneth. peck bought her disposable panties and left first while fiona was sickkkkk. =((( hope she's getting better now. so tmr will be nosier! lololll. left another 2 days. oh noooo man. time flies..like a time.
arghh. i felt pilipolapom to the stuffs around me mann! ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. ZYXWVUTSRQPONMLKJIHGFEDCBA

2008-08-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

AH BLOGSPOT BLOGSPOT BLOGSPOT
had the urge to write, but i've no idea where to start. lololll. maybe just the same problem with ahpoh. hais. can't get my matters settle immediately. been brooding over it for quite a long time. running away from it and just let time heals by itself is not going to work this time i know. and this will sounds very disgusting to some ppl, to me, sometimes i feel biting and looking at my nails lets me think alot. maybe oneday i can bite til a solution pops out. LOL. ok. so today marks exactly one month since we last contact with each other. we lived near one another, but i do not know how's she doing. i've really really missed her alot. but i have no courage to apologise to her face to face. lololl. what a joke. ahxiang says if we are real friends, i should just go ahead, no need to hesitate any longer! but im still dilly dally hereee. i've got ready something to ask for forgiveness, but i dint manage to deliver it. and my sincerity wasn't very sincered. i really really wanna make it up to her you know.. and i thought about auntie, i felt gulity alotalot. i know i owed her tones of stuffs more than ahpoh, thats why i've no lian to face her. i really wanna know how's shes been mannnn.
hais. okok. talked about today, tuesday. went to fiona's relatives stall for dinner at Bukit Merah. they sell desserts, and western jap food. i like my food. chicken chop with rice. abit salty. hahahaa. oppsopps. but overall was sadup. the the fried chicken wings. whoooos. yummyyummy. and finally the desserts. we shared among one another. the icekachang durian was nice too. loll. durians durians. icekachang icekachang. sea coconut(cucumber, hahah.) then actually have plannings after dinner but cancelled in the end because nowhere to go and even if so, going home was a problem. fiona and me are labelled as ye hai zi! hahahaa. went home obediently after all the stuffs. tsktsk.
wanna complains many. to ben, benny and dillon. not gentleman at all. keep on suan ppl. HAIS.
only ssf jiani xiaoxiao jenny are true ladies. and me also. hhaaha.
had my time today though. thanks to the company i had today. fiona, meiying, peck, jiani, xiaoxiao, jenny, ben, benny and dillon. total 10 persons. i really love them to bitsbitsbits. sometimes i hate the boys man. lolollll. okok.shh.

another landmark added:i will bring her to here too.

KKI

2008-08-02T15:43:00.035+08:00

on 26th and 27th JULY. =)))
this is part of peck's room. so many bears with their own names. hahaha. the names are funny though. what si bei toot or what. i forgot. and im using the laptop! wahaa.

next day. met up with fiona and her sis. our trip started from here. vroomvrrooomm

at the custom. and in the tour bus

around 1.5hr to reached. chatted with meiying through the journey while fiona and peck slept. we havent chat finish right?! isit??? hahaa. idk leh. feel so uncomplete like that. and we say wanted to wait for fiona and peck then continue. hahahaa. but reallly man, sometimes i find meiying response to a situation similar with me. hahaha. or maybe is i think toooooo much..lol!

had our lunch at a resturant. 100rm per table. NOT BAD FOR THE DISHES.

left alone by our tablemates. so we went on with our jobs. LOL

hahaha. okok. these was after our lunch. waiting for the sampan to take us to our destination. whoooos!

first thing we saw were ppl washing jellyfish. omggg. i still thought jellyfish was poisonous. hahah

then the programmes...another omgg.

finally! our room and foooods. =DDD THE ROUND BROWN THING IS SUPER MAN. BUT OILY. hahaha. nvmm~

time to work. lol. fiona's sis, fiona, meiying, peck, me

ying ah ying. think of who.. lol

LOL. same frame different effect. why mine so qian bian look..

fiona fiona fiona! performing at a singing contest. hahaha. she so nervous. we also nervous. cause it is like a last minute stuff. peck and meiying helped her list down the lyrics. i hahhaa. i helped the least man. sorrry. so i played with the little girl name xinyi. if im not wrong about the name. opppps

FIONA'S STAGE. WHOOOOOOOOS!!

fiona with the other contestants

waha! FOOOODS HERE I COME!

some scenaries around the house.

and they got this swinging net thing! so gu dai feeling. hahaa. we played with it for a while.

cindy and doris jie.

scenaries scenaries scenaries

we are going home sooon..

motorbikes! lol.

the talented anutie and uncle. they have very good bbq skills. chaleters should hired ppl like them. bbq for us. lol

their shrimps

OUR HOUSEMATES PHOTO.

you see la. never ask me take. if not this pic prettier. hahah!

pretty liao la. lol. others join in tooo..

frames so fun to play. can you see the reflections? got mei nvs inside laa..weetweets. hahaaa

on the sampan to kelong.

oh no. peck so sadd..

its a small crab swimming. cute liao la.

individuals with the head of boat.

in the bus homeee.

AIYO. WHOSE LEG?

at secret recipes. big but will grew tired of them very fast.

=)))

i love kukup island! wahaa. but without the companys of them, kukup is nothing man. even though got the heavenly foood. lol. decide i wanna bring her and family there. once i done my part and they agrees, i will man.

LOVES SSF AND HER SIS. WAHA! hates the programmmes. lol

my confession I

2008-07-31T22:26:00.003+08:00

hahaaa. ohh noooo. i really really love my classmates man! although we dint have manymany majority class outing, but i had my laugh in the class. they can so joke around, and so serious in their work. salute man. lolololll. because i can't, thats why the salute. hahaaa. and i first time went out of singapore with my poly mates! whootswhootswhoots. hahhaa. SSF LA. MY SSF. =)
yokeyu and kenneth says they are doing a viedo for our class. wheeetswheeets. waiting for them to finish that viedo! waterfallls!!! hahaaha. oppsopps.
recently these days i kept hanging out with my clsmates. not with the whole class though. but like ssf, ben and dillon. hahahaa. cannot imagine mannn. dillon added in. or maybe is dillon cannot imagine me added in. i rmb dillon as a very firece person. say anything not smooth to him, you'll get 'shoooted' or get stared or whatever that will makes you 'kia tio'. but now dont care liao la. last week already, dont care! everything all take out. kena shoot jiu shoot. and thanks to blahblahblah, thats why i got the courage. hahaa. LOL. okok. ben still sama sama la. loves his muscles muscles muscles. hahaha. and others needa add in too! like moe, jay all. i feel i somehow neglected them all. hais. left with 1 week plus! oh man. i rmb i wrote about my sem 1 clsmates, that friends come and go. cant change no matter what. what matters most is wether you have the heart and the effort to keep in contact with them. although when sch reopens, we may be still in the same level, meeting each other will not be very difficult, but as time goes by...lololl. but no! i promise to my teddy bears, i wnt forget all of you. yesyes! e46f! ssf!! omggggg..
next tues! i hope most of them can make it. i'll remind ssf of this too. hahaaa. loves the ppl and the foooods!

2008-07-30T14:24:00.002+08:00

hahaha. back from kukup island! i will upload pics when i have the time. haha
tuesday, EDC LESSON.
we had 2 ut for that day. whoooshishishish. actually planned to sleep early and woke up at 3am to study for the uts, but hahahaa okok, i failed to wake up in the end. im going to a war with no shield and sword. LOL. then blahblah..lesson and uts still gotta go on. after sch was boring. went kfc with fiona, peck and ben while meiying and dillon have something on. PS huhh. aiyeraiyer. lololl. okok. forgives you all. haa
and we end our kfc dinner after saying about tutuo. hahahahhaa. then decided to walk home from tamp interchange. and lololoolololl. ok. very stupid de me always do stupid stuffs. hahahaa. theres one person at the carpark who saw it, i think i scared him away if he wanted to rob me in the first place. lol.
0987654321. coming to one month mann. 1234567890.
JIAJIAYOUBENNANNIANDEJIN. every family has its problem. LOL