heyyeeyayo. yo!

first of all.apologisation.(got this word?) apologise for my stupid emotions.apologise for the lousy presentation slides.apologise for my disgusting actions.apologise for the unwanted attitude.apologise for todays.ah jia is such a boo-ed person.ARRRGGGGHHHH.sorry. today just feel so tired.for the last two days i slept at 4 and dint expect my after work preparation can end so late.dint really want it to affect my mood but it did in the end.AH LOSUY AH.my ignorance towards everything was so powerful.celebrate! and said wanted to improve my presentation skills but no.changes for the better was just a faraway hope. PLUS HATE.beans.sleep late because of it too.70 dollars just gone like that.return?ohh.plumpy hope.dont hurt mine for you is too good for me already.forget about the owed.but deep within, i already know what the outcome will be if i dont get out fast.and its difficult.not fun to be in for a losuy nun like me.too late for regrets ehh. EQUAL tabuleh tahan.find anything that feels ...

whee.few days since i came to update the blog.so here it goes yesterday the yesterday - friday friday was a weekday.have alot of mixed feelings that day.feel bad plus gulity at the end of the day.arrrrgggghhhhh.so want to change myself for the better but i know its difficult.for me the rest..just want to say sorry ehh.i am so nothing in everywhere.LOL anyways,went to work after school.was so late.reached there at 7.30pm.feel bad again.ohhh mann.how many bads is called bad?but was not kena very seriously lah.felt relieved.after work talked to ah poh.she seems more troubled than before but i dont know how to let her feel alrights.am i still even her friend??HAISSSSS hope i can at least do something for her.ohhh pa and ma,please oh please.HELPED HER AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.she had a useless friend.so useless til providing a tissue was not within her capabilities.ah poh needs the help immediately.solve it. damned myself. so lazy to say and feel after all these. i am so nothing yestersay - satur...

hello hello leaves.hope the trees are considering whether to offer language lessons. tired during school.but was happy that i spent lot lesser than yesterday.but sitll ,was tired. and so many people were sick. fel , cheri , nila ,ah poh .drink more water.get more sleep. okie okie okie ?? lol . lo soh kia . and fel .your queue is so long lah.no worrrys ehh.laugh laugh laugh.i want to hear you laugh just like the laughter you did during one of the presentations just now.soo funny lahh.haaha ah. poh.will introduce some anti ganchiong club for you.aiya.i create one.better join. you cannot control want mehh??see lah.call already seems to make you more sadd and NL.young sister,i need some advice from you know.be the sampart sister again lah.so i can hear free walkable radio to find lastest news.poohbear fights for its honey slowly and consistently.haha.think so. went to sakura and discuss about chalet.actually wanted just to take photos but end up doing other else things and not taking a...

hello hello trees.wish to know your rustling language.hais such a sians today.feel that i learn nothing.lazy and stupid but then felicia helped me in my blog,makes my dayy shiny shine shine.hehehehe.got song still.WOOOO!iwebmusic rocks my ankle black socks.cause i thought they din have the song i wanted.but i found.feel good lah.haha have dinner with felicia,eileen,yuanshan,cherry,ah, no,cheri.then first time eat gelare also.whew wit.nice ah nice.elastic icecream.then realised this week eat alot of icecream,prawns.alaaamak.can see my butterfly arms level2 developing thinking about beans for whole of tuesday.so pro mehh beans.mr bean also lose.i dont allow this to happen.mr bean wont lose.pause my life and do some deleting stuffs.play after i alter my life the way i want.mr bean will be saved then.lol and chalet.think its coming soon.1st august,but feels a bit of different compared to the previous one.then think again,the difference was big.haiya beanbag beancurd soyabean - three ways ...

new night.new day after 15 mins.23 july seems sians day to me.ignorance was the blame. haiyaya. thought of one friend who is in the hospital.he dint know i knew about his illness and he dont want to.think it will make him feel worst if so many people knew. dont want to see him in hospital too.HEY,SEE YOU AT SCHOOL YEA?=)))buck up!you're on the way to full recovery already.yes went to see my schecule and my working days is so less.need $$money$$ alot.i spend so much already.ohhh myyy papa and mama.then theres this bean.leads me to think and think.alamak.my brain so free.free memory space.hate beans.black bean took some photos with bro.the chef.haha.so high again.the hat .wheres the man...

WOW! A NEW AFTERNOON

ring ah ring ah ring.woke up with my mum's wriggling toes.WA.instant effect.the aroma~ lol. then should be meeting ah poh at 8 but then no.late woke up.soo coool ehh.ah poh. so went to meet my other friend to start the day by giving out flyers first.meeting ah poh later. FLYING HIGH.the takers throwing the brouchers in the air.imagine. we start work at 9 and ended around 10+.see the time so short but seems soo longggg.[longer than da er long.(air-con effects)]and i feeel really pai seh to give.with my red working uniform walking around giving out brouchers,so new experience.lol.but worth the paisehs. saw so many hansum althletics mens.weeetss!hahaha.bedok reservior rises because of my droolings. then start work again at 11.a standard type work now. ENJOY YOUR LUNCH. soooon,shift was over.feel whoo~sh BUT we have a photo session today.with the crews.whoooooo! fun and fun and fun and fun and really fun.will post if i get them.haha.took somemore before another shift starts.and then r...

TODAY with shi qin;huiru;jennica;wei juan;poh siu and so it begins, eat ah eat eat and eat and eat and eat and its SO NICE. house now flooded with my droolssss and dreaming about the souls of the food in my bloated stomach.first time eat bensansjerry icecream in the shop itself.feel so rich.LOL but the content i chose.spolit the whole experience.having chocolate phobia already.haiya then walk walk walk,at the same time thinking of where to eat for dinner!?!?!so fast.and furious finally shop finished!and finally decide on the place for dinner!CHIONG AH we ate at 'white dog cafe'.not bad.my foood so nice it peng san the whole table.if remember correctly i ordered a seafood baked rice.then the rest - wei juan = fish and chips; huiru = duck what what chop; jennica = pork chop baked rice; shi qin = forgot; poh siu = herbal lamb chop wanted to order pork chop baked rice but jennica orderd.dont want to eat the same,make the dining feel so lugi.so seafood baked rice became my white cho...

ohhhhhmannnn can you seee the balloonss?? see the profile?? the posting?? can can can?? so tired.today's night was an entering day. enter and enter and enter then somemore enter third time making it.make it the last time. pobi