AH HAHAHA. 27th July 2009. I AM HAPPY. i am really happy. although not everything goes smoothly today, but i am convinced that the people around me are the people that i had found with my greatest luck! just these few people, and i got the strength to do something i don't have any confidence or courage in doing it. loll. even i am surprised with myself, about this new finding. hahaha. whether is it a new finding or not, i want to make this a memorable day too. meiying said : "J love J. you thought Gu Jun Pyo and Gem Jandi ah." hahahahahaa. not bad also. woohoo! have to sincerely thanked one person. i know really put that person into a very difficult position, every minute have to 'on guard'; both for that person and for myself. =/. I am really sorry causing that person to be like that, but at the same time, i am very grateful. really very very very very grateful. maybe it was just a coincidence that day, but coincidently, i found out that you are like another me. ...