heyyeeyayo. yo!

Today is the 6th day that baby went to Brunei. What i was sad about is that baby sound uninterested during the whole conversation while i felt very elated when i saw his incoming call. I told sis about my worries. I felt neglected before he fly off that day because he forgotten about my lesson on Monday and thought nothing of it when I skipped it to go his house. Forgotten that I had lods of things to do that's why I can't replace my phone yet. That he even said that its a waste of money to message me when he can use Whatsapp. I told sis about it. She also told me alot of things.. And I really realised I missed out alot of myself. I know my worries is valid. That baby is very socialable and finding new girls will be easy for him. But what can I do.. Despite my uneasiness, I have nothing to curb that other than the faith we have now. Despite I really felt the difference between us 1 year back, I have to know that times are changing, we are changing, and we are changing with les...

Baby came to cook a really heartfelt dinner for jie and kor. It was a Valentine's Day, and baby said he wanted to spread the love around us. Though baby kept claiming that it won't taste good because it was his first trial at it, but it turns out nice. Marinated salmon, ham, bacon, vegetables and spaghetti sprinkled with strips of Korean Seaweed, with Chicken Mushroom Soup. <3.. But near the end of the day, we parted in an unexepcted way.. I made baby felt unappreciated and upset. All i want baby to feel is that I really am grateful for his exsistence in my life. That no matter how awful I have behaved, I am thankful and yes blogspot, I love him.