heyyeeyayo. yo!

Hello Heyyeeyayo. I think I am shamelessly seeking for attention. Or is it that I can't feel the real me when I am chatting with him. Sigh. I really sucks at this. Ruining everything. Somehow I feel I am not able to keep him long. Based on my 'performance'. I really do adore him. How do I describe to you? I don't know. I just keep thinking about him almost everyday. I know it's so ridiculous. Oh noooo, Heyyeeyayo. I am really really very bad.

Hello Heyyeeyayo! Can't believe I am back here! Hmm. Sorry.. it's because there is something that is bothering me so  much again. Sorry Heyyeeyayo. I have been making use of you again, right? I guess, I have to diverse myself a lot from him. I really need to. It's been 4 days. (Hahahaha, sigh, I know. It sound so silly) But it's seems like so long though. I really can't think too much, and expect too much too. Arghh. Heyyeeyayo.. Can you give me some advices.. I really do not know what to think, do and feel..