heyyeeyayo. yo!

was shuffling my mp3 player in the bus when im on the way to school. then it stoped at graduation(friends forever) by vitamin C. normally i will went on to press the next, but i chose to listen to that song. i rmb the last time i listened was when i was in my secondary school grad night. somehow the lyrics meant something to me again. my friends over there, how many will i really felt the bu she de. how much regret am i going to accumulate, for my friends, until i felt it is too late. how long can we still thinks that goo jun pyo is always still our perect handsome person. am i going to let the time to tell me all the answer? i cant decide. will i go forward to start another beginning? for now, i dont have the courage. it all started with the song, graduation. loll okay enough of my wonderful inner thoughts. now i want to complain. that peck yest night keep asking me to pick up her call, but i dont want. and peck say she dont want share her secrets with me, but nvm lor. and peck prefer...

when i was hanging out my laundry out just now, i looked up into the night sky. although there were not many stars, but the light breeze and peaceful atmosphere somehow make the world suddenly so perfect. at the same time, the news reporter was reporting about the oncoming national day. they are preparing for the fireworks. and i am anticipating them. but now it feels different. the flashbacks doesn't ache my heart so much before. i admit i still do lingered on to the past times we had together, but now i can say out loud, that no, it doesn't brings me back to that moment, that day again. it suddenly occurs to me the days were just part of our lives. we have memories to made us feel that once, our lives lived these people, and we witnessed that period of our live together. thus, the same memories we had. if it's fated to be, it will be. if not, i guessed time mend the hole it made. so back to me hanging out the laundry. i decided i must go to watch the fireworks. with peop...

just nice when i going to my brother's room, i stopped beside his books of shelf. So i decided to scan through if there was any la pi xiao xin comics to entertain myself there. and i saw alot of self-motivational books, self-help books. i know my brother do read them previously, but what i do not realise is there are more books than i expected. it make me want to itchy hand reach out and took one to use it on myself. it doesn't do us bad anyway. but after reading through all the titles, all the books seems interesting to me! which to choose! i dont know! so in the end, i didn't choose any of one. haha that was how i spent my 45 mins in my brother's room. today, finally i can find one night letting myself to relax. do nothing, just go through internet no matter how long i want. but honestly, there is no where i can go in the internet. facebooks. online shops. blog. then back to facebook to see any new updates, handsome friends' requests or wall-to-wall comments. onli...

waha. have been making myself busy with BFF, boys before flowers. i cried so many times in this show, cause it's very heartache. I will cry even if just listening to certain songs that has been played in the drama. their love for each other was so strong, sometimes i can't believe this can happen in our real life. but if we can meet this kind of love once in our lifetime, just once, it will be enough to make me happy til i die. i hope ssf, pohsiu will be able to meet that love. enough of my drama addiction. woohoooo! loll. last week went pass so fast. only left with only 1 week of holiday. fiona is right, 2 weeks of holidays can just passby very quickly. based on my calculations, we're left with 168hrs til end of holiday. was quite sad and felt lost last thursady. initally planned to go out with pohsiu after i went to school for some testing of wheatgrass. I think i did something inappropriate when i was waiting for them to finish their work before we are supposed to test, ...

i've started watching boys before flowers again. too irresistable! the drama is so funny yet sweet. haha. shit max. i feel like im falling into their world sooner or later. peck say she will be sleeping at around 3am. i think i will be sleeping earlier than her. no i sure sleep earlier than her. and tmr finally going out with pohsiu. i hope tmr we able to finish on time. and today went to collect my laptop. hahaa. so happy to get it back so fast. acer have improved from before. haha. and lucky got meiying to help me on the location of the bus-stop, if not i wnt be able to get there on time. and it's very kua zhang. came out at around 2pm and reached acer buliding at around 5pm. hai. thats the problem with people like me who wants to save up on mrt fares. the fares are expensive thats why i wanted to take bus all the way. i have to change bus thrice. hahaha. so ridicules i know but i still went to do it. but i think i will still take bus if ever my laptop spoiled again. lollls. ...