just nice when i going to my brother's room, i stopped beside his books of shelf. So i decided to scan through if there was any la pi xiao xin comics to entertain myself there. and i saw alot of self-motivational books, self-help books. i know my brother do read them previously, but what i do not realise is there are more books than i expected. it make me want to itchy hand reach out and took one to use it on myself. it doesn't do us bad anyway. but after reading through all the titles, all the books seems interesting to me! which to choose! i dont know! so in the end, i didn't choose any of one. haha that was how i spent my 45 mins in my brother's room.
today, finally i can find one night letting myself to relax. do nothing, just go through internet no matter how long i want. but honestly, there is no where i can go in the internet. facebooks. online shops. blog. then back to facebook to see any new updates, handsome friends' requests or wall-to-wall comments. online shops again.. facebook.. then minimize all to look at my wallpaper. haha. maybe i did not know any exciting fun websites to spent away my time. my life cycles around the 3 websites when i am at home. in school rp.edu.sg. hahahaha
just now seeing my sister standing alone at the bus-stop while im already on the bus going off gives me a tinge of 'she bu de'. although meet every thursday, but sometimes i feel i did not really communicate her. not much heart-to-heart talks. somehow i felt she hid something, while she felt that i hid something. and sometimes i am surprised to see myself in her. haha though we are real sister. i can see she really wants to have kids and i know the efforts they had put, but somewhere inside, i am afraid for it to arrive. possibly the new duties, responsibilities, more difficult to have time together like now, or maybe lesser attention. yes, i think i am selfishly thinking right now. so forget about it. i love my sister. haha
today, finally i can find one night letting myself to relax. do nothing, just go through internet no matter how long i want. but honestly, there is no where i can go in the internet. facebooks. online shops. blog. then back to facebook to see any new updates, handsome friends' requests or wall-to-wall comments. online shops again.. facebook.. then minimize all to look at my wallpaper. haha. maybe i did not know any exciting fun websites to spent away my time. my life cycles around the 3 websites when i am at home. in school rp.edu.sg. hahahaha
just now seeing my sister standing alone at the bus-stop while im already on the bus going off gives me a tinge of 'she bu de'. although meet every thursday, but sometimes i feel i did not really communicate her. not much heart-to-heart talks. somehow i felt she hid something, while she felt that i hid something. and sometimes i am surprised to see myself in her. haha though we are real sister. i can see she really wants to have kids and i know the efforts they had put, but somewhere inside, i am afraid for it to arrive. possibly the new duties, responsibilities, more difficult to have time together like now, or maybe lesser attention. yes, i think i am selfishly thinking right now. so forget about it. i love my sister. haha
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