heyyeeyayo. yo!

Dear Heyyeeyayo & Greenie, Good Morning. Am here to disturb again. Hope you are all doing well. Sorry too for going and coming as and when. Thank you so much too. Not sure what to write here when I have come to here. Had things in mind but became blank once reached here. Sorry to keep being a burden to you. Just felt that the changes I had all these time have became so bad. Age doesn't makes me this way. It's the way I think. Heyyeeyayo and Greenie, am I afraid again. What am afraid of. What do will it be correct? Will it be not what I wanted or hope or expect? Have become more inconsiderate, inpatient, rude, selfish, mean, ungracious. How and what do I do about it. Hope everyone is happy and healthy. Hope everyone get what they wish and hope for. Heyyeeyayo and Greeine, I hope you all are as well. Thank you again.

Hello Heyyeeyayo. Hope you still remembers me. Again, it has been very long and I hope you have been doing well. Sorry to feel and think this way, but just that don't really know why would think of here suddenly. Just to let you know, we're having a Covid period now Heyyeeyayo. I just hope, the sadness, the pain, the tiredness will ease away soon. That I can be brave. That I can be helpful in a contributing way. Physically and emotionally. Felt that I have taken many for granted and still yearn for more. Yearn for what I do not have. Yearn for what I thought I want or need? Abusing what I have, abusing what I have feeling that it is not what I wanted. Wish to be more kind, understanding, quiet. Listen instead of  outputting without feeling it. Hope I have the chance and time.