ohhhhhhhhh,
friday is hereeeeeeee
met with sister and fu yesterday, then of course luh, tell sis about the wonderful freshly happy dream.dont know tell,warn,plead,remind,request sister for 15mins not to leak this protected dream to fu, still no use. fu still know. after racking my biggest pea brain, my final conclusion was they do have great skills in conveying message unknowingly to their surroundings.
i lost. do hope theres no partII of the dream.
and i want to learn that skill they had
so reached home, and find myself lazing around. supposedly i should be doing something which can helps me to earn some important points required by the school, i did not do it. i hope that school will be famous for their indirectly mentally tortured skills along the years. cheerrs for your success. hiphiphulahoop.!
for here, it would be my self counselling moment. this is what happens when you are under a nun-training. no one special you can leans on, and yes, i can complete the training.
i might be retaining, so mental prepared should be my priority. i should buck up real fast to catch up with my CE points. its either i graduate or retain yet again during the final year. i saw those people walking along the Clarke Quay looking so carefree. even the boatman, charging people maybe around 12dollars per ride or what, they have their own achievement, like able to pass the driving boat test. i felt i had done nothing particular useful, even for my nun career, much lesser. see the way i write, so unenglish. how to let the foreigners understand what i said lehlehlehlehleh
ooooooooooooooooookie.so this part looks more like self-blaming =/
til now, we haven even chat since that dont know how many like years ago? its months luh,but feels like century now. i feel clingy, always here talking about you, when you are not giving a way tinniest bit of care or whatsoever to me. Ahahahaha. i am laughing at my own sheepishly state. laughlaughlaughlaugh. oh, i have been breaking so many rules at one time.
POOHBEAR :
think lesser
care lesser
expects more/less
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