brave yet different

hahahha. thursday was ssf blood donation day. but out 4 of us, only fiona got to donate. meiying can't donate because her temperature too high. ohh noooo...meiying sick laaa. peck was actually higher than our normal temperature but lower than meiyng, so the doctor allowed her to donate. then came the real thing. which was sitting on the chair waited to be poke. but when we were like already very prepared for the real thing, the nurses said they can't find our veins, so can't donate. So our brave noisy fiona was the only one who donated blood on that day.! hahahaa. =DDD. but nosiy la. laughed til so louddd! make us laughed at the back with her. haahaa. rmb she laughed because of one guy sitting beside her. badbad fiona. and the nurses asked us to go home and squeezed something in our hands oftenly so our veins can be seen and more firm. ssf, lets go again man. hahahaa. then like what ying and me agrees, RP-eans are warm-blooded ppl! haahaa!

on friday onwards, i felt abit different towards 'my goal'. it is like very suddenly! reallyreally. the things that i fear will happen somehow happened recently. not a very nice feeling actually. felt so 'huhhh.!? what happen? what did i do?' you know you know, these kinds of feelings. loololll. i think very difficult to understand for outsider unless you are going through the sama things as me, but no matter how difficult is it, i will not let this affect my anything. i will not be veryveryvery sad, but very sad. hahahaa. sounds cool. okieokie. i think i shouldn't sound so emo here. ah poh doesn't like it. ahhhhh!! i felt so boneless man.

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