fork&spoon

HOHOHOHOHOHOOOO. long time since i've touched my cute blog. hahaha. still as bhb as ever. lol. OK. everyone, we've already enter the year of 2009. my life of year 2 is going to be over soooon. holidays coming! and i need to work for money! lots and lots and lots.. anyway.. after all in 2008, i guess friends are important. they are people who means something to me. their actions, attitude, behavior towards me will influence me in what im going to do next and so on so forth with them. but sometimes it makes no sense. no sense that i dont know why it turn out the bad way when you thought everything is going good, when i thought i was doing my part as a friend. arghh..how should i put it..i feel idiotic now seriously. i presumed im the one getting upset over this and they're brushing it aside because they think they have other matters more worth concerning about. we're going to continue this way uh. ARGH! WHATEVER! IM JUST DISAPPOINTED! I DONT KNOW WHY IM SUCH A WIMP WORRYING OVER THIS!
i hate dealing this stuffs! because i cant help to solve and it's going worse! all i know is friends cant be erased, they cant be ignored! and they're my own friends! i hope people know that, because a idiotic person like me knows! and i guess..cos we're being ignored and stuffs, the reason im super upset.

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