third week of school. which means only the 3rd problem among the 15. seems fast enough to get through til the last prob, but time just seems to past so slow when im inside the 4 white walls.
and alert man. i've been coughing, which causes virus spreading around me. LOL. coughing alone had already made me so bo liat. ah poh said she's going to accompany to a doc, but she was reluctant actually cause she said i might pass swine flu to her. yea. she is such a best friend. anw, seriously i don't know what i wanted to type. i just felt im having a messy mind, just wanna trash the messy parts here. i read through ssf's blog. compared to mine, im just a dead blog man. i could feel something reading their blog, laugh even. just wondering what am i really doing til now. i believed i've done more mistakes than ever, and my personaility just sucks man. i can't regonised myself like i do before. sometimes i was thinking if certain actions and behavior i've done, i would ask, was it me? am i the one doing them? wth do i do that for? if this is my year of 09, i hope time would stop for me and let me take a breath. i dont even know what am i doing. doing without thinking of consequences. could i just cry it out. will things be made around so that all seems so good and nice for me. but if tears could clear away my insecurities.. argh..nvm. it cant be happening. and blogspot, you know i depends on ssf and ahpoh heavily. because i dont guard myself when im with them. i felt myself.
and alert man. i've been coughing, which causes virus spreading around me. LOL. coughing alone had already made me so bo liat. ah poh said she's going to accompany to a doc, but she was reluctant actually cause she said i might pass swine flu to her. yea. she is such a best friend. anw, seriously i don't know what i wanted to type. i just felt im having a messy mind, just wanna trash the messy parts here. i read through ssf's blog. compared to mine, im just a dead blog man. i could feel something reading their blog, laugh even. just wondering what am i really doing til now. i believed i've done more mistakes than ever, and my personaility just sucks man. i can't regonised myself like i do before. sometimes i was thinking if certain actions and behavior i've done, i would ask, was it me? am i the one doing them? wth do i do that for? if this is my year of 09, i hope time would stop for me and let me take a breath. i dont even know what am i doing. doing without thinking of consequences. could i just cry it out. will things be made around so that all seems so good and nice for me. but if tears could clear away my insecurities.. argh..nvm. it cant be happening. and blogspot, you know i depends on ssf and ahpoh heavily. because i dont guard myself when im with them. i felt myself.
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