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had the urge to write, but i've no idea where to start. lololll. maybe just the same problem with ahpoh. hais. can't get my matters settle immediately. been brooding over it for quite a long time. running away from it and just let time heals by itself is not going to work this time i know. and this will sounds very disgusting to some ppl, to me, sometimes i feel biting and looking at my nails lets me think alot. maybe oneday i can bite til a solution pops out. LOL. ok. so today marks exactly one month since we last contact with each other. we lived near one another, but i do not know how's she doing. i've really really missed her alot. but i have no courage to apologise to her face to face. lololl. what a joke. ahxiang says if we are real friends, i should just go ahead, no need to hesitate any longer! but im still dilly dally hereee. i've got ready something to ask for forgiveness, but i dint manage to deliver it. and my sincerity wasn't very sincered. i really really wanna make it up to her you know.. and i thought about auntie, i felt gulity alotalot. i know i owed her tones of stuffs more than ahpoh, thats why i've no lian to face her. i really wanna know how's shes been mannnn.
hais. okok. talked about today, tuesday. went to fiona's relatives stall for dinner at Bukit Merah. they sell desserts, and western jap food. i like my food. chicken chop with rice. abit salty. hahahaa. oppsopps. but overall was sadup. the the fried chicken wings. whoooos. yummyyummy. and finally the desserts. we shared among one another. the icekachang durian was nice too. loll. durians durians. icekachang icekachang. sea coconut(cucumber, hahah.) then actually have plannings after dinner but cancelled in the end because nowhere to go and even if so, going home was a problem. fiona and me are labelled as ye hai zi! hahahaa. went home obediently after all the stuffs. tsktsk.
wanna complains many. to ben, benny and dillon. not gentleman at all. keep on suan ppl. HAIS.
only ssf jiani xiaoxiao jenny are true ladies. and me also. hhaaha.
had my time today though. thanks to the company i had today. fiona, meiying, peck, jiani, xiaoxiao, jenny, ben, benny and dillon. total 10 persons. i really love them to bitsbitsbits. sometimes i hate the boys man. lolollll. okok.shh.
another landmark added:i will bring her to here too.
had the urge to write, but i've no idea where to start. lololll. maybe just the same problem with ahpoh. hais. can't get my matters settle immediately. been brooding over it for quite a long time. running away from it and just let time heals by itself is not going to work this time i know. and this will sounds very disgusting to some ppl, to me, sometimes i feel biting and looking at my nails lets me think alot. maybe oneday i can bite til a solution pops out. LOL. ok. so today marks exactly one month since we last contact with each other. we lived near one another, but i do not know how's she doing. i've really really missed her alot. but i have no courage to apologise to her face to face. lololl. what a joke. ahxiang says if we are real friends, i should just go ahead, no need to hesitate any longer! but im still dilly dally hereee. i've got ready something to ask for forgiveness, but i dint manage to deliver it. and my sincerity wasn't very sincered. i really really wanna make it up to her you know.. and i thought about auntie, i felt gulity alotalot. i know i owed her tones of stuffs more than ahpoh, thats why i've no lian to face her. i really wanna know how's shes been mannnn.
hais. okok. talked about today, tuesday. went to fiona's relatives stall for dinner at Bukit Merah. they sell desserts, and western jap food. i like my food. chicken chop with rice. abit salty. hahahaa. oppsopps. but overall was sadup. the the fried chicken wings. whoooos. yummyyummy. and finally the desserts. we shared among one another. the icekachang durian was nice too. loll. durians durians. icekachang icekachang. sea coconut(cucumber, hahah.) then actually have plannings after dinner but cancelled in the end because nowhere to go and even if so, going home was a problem. fiona and me are labelled as ye hai zi! hahahaa. went home obediently after all the stuffs. tsktsk.
wanna complains many. to ben, benny and dillon. not gentleman at all. keep on suan ppl. HAIS.
only ssf jiani xiaoxiao jenny are true ladies. and me also. hhaaha.
had my time today though. thanks to the company i had today. fiona, meiying, peck, jiani, xiaoxiao, jenny, ben, benny and dillon. total 10 persons. i really love them to bitsbitsbits. sometimes i hate the boys man. lolollll. okok.shh.
another landmark added:i will bring her to here too.
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