ok. the day which i dreaded the most came. last day with my e46f ppl. although we'll still meet for our bmtc trip and chalet...but still, tsktsk. our last day was a bit off. i dont knoww. but they really had my heart warmed up when i watched the viedos made by fiona and kenneth. i know fiona scariface her sleep to make perfect her viedo the night before. double touch! loveloves man. i try to do too but haaaha okok, you know what i mean. fail terribly. maybe i not the the type that can organize stuffs well. lolll. giving excuses now. hahaaha. and ben..im touched man. really, seriously, no joke ok. dint expect you to write the ' wedding invitation' cards to everyone of us. after reading them, whoooos, heartfelt-ed-ed-ed man. lol. shy liao la. so sorry that i dint make the effort to give cls a piece of me. as in err, haaha, my thoughts or blahblahblah. i sompa, i will store the viedos and the special card in my lovely drawer, and in my heart as well.

to ssf - i hope you know that remembering cherishing loving you all is something no needa say out here. it'll be kept internally. although sometimes i really made you all peckchek or hothothot with me, youS still patiently or something to tahan me. and this somehow made me realise my ownself, what i've done to made youS feel so. which im veryvery sorry girls. i rmb how youS hear stuffs about ahpoh, and give me suggestions all these..i was very paiseh to share with you these at first. because i thought it'll be a trival stuffs to youS. but you all touched me again by constantly asking updates between us and offer ideas to how to patch things up. i was really very gan dong by that girls. i'd think that i did not done anything touchy for youS. all i did was listen all the storys and no more. i was that useless in ssf. can't help much in youS studies too. cause i rmb peck taught me during the first few weeks. i just nodnodnod, askaskask. i can't say i can do everything for you girls, i'll say i will try my very best to make youS feel content or only passable good. *and im sorry that i dint inform you all to do the jijigerger rj yest. so sorrry.
my ssf. thank you so much for all the advices, encourgements, feelings, fears, joys, rubbish..all stuffs that i heard and learnt with youS, and as well as the daily updates of ssf's life. really dont think i can survive my sem1 life without you guys. seriously. hate me or very hate me, i'll still love you all to death man. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO*infinity

to ben - lets continue to be close friend or even the greatgreatgreat close friend for as long as we can ben. i dont wanna put pressure on you by saying forever. nono. or not it will feel like it is a duty to do so. lets embarked on a new journey blahblahblah. haa. i forgot the whole thing. ok, but ahpoh and ssf will be the greatgreatgreatgreat of all. err. lolll. ok ohno. this is my first time confession online. i dont dare to say all these stuffs face to face to you ben, it'll be a very hard task for me. hahaa. shy person here. lol. just wanna let you know i was real touched by what you've did. tell me again what made you decided to go for gym. im still gulity for not able to say the reason out that day. well, you say it right. we should chat more often. i will reply asap with all my might man. i'll let loose now. if you know what i mean. haaaha. okok. i think im getting losoh here. last one, are you sure i still owe you a meal? think again bennnnn. LOL.

ssf jiani xiaoxiao ben - you've make a very big impact on my life. *TM
so bias right. only ben is the only guy written here. =)

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