rush rush rush

yesterday was not a good night man. knew that the new class im going doesn't have any one i know. bad aura! hahahaa. i think it is bad because i compare with the others that have ppl they knew in their new cls. okok la. cannot complains man! i should be used to this so call punishments by our sch principal. i will be missing my e46f peeps veryvery fast...the moment i wake up for my first day of schooll....hahahaha.
alrights. on monday, i finally managed to apologise to ah poh's mum. damn relieved and really let me song yi kou qi. before i went to her hse, i thought alot of scenarios that might happen which really discourage me to continue what i must do. but the stuffs i heard at the chalet from them kept pushing away the negative thoughts i had, and eventually, i ringed the doorbell, bow and apologise. ah poh's mum smiled! and received my apologise promptly. omggg. i was really touched by her reactions. ah poh wasn't at home when i went, but still, i think i might not have enough courage to apologise to two persons at the same time. tsktsk. one down, one more to go. lol. really haveta thanks those people who encourage me so much before. THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS INFINITE. =DDD
these few days were trying to concentrate on finishing my pp, but always gets distracted. hais. so disappointed with myself. i know once sch reopens, i wnt have the mindset to do pp toooo, so i needa get it done before that. i should really just shut myself out from the manymanymany distractions around me man...for eg foods. hahahhaa. getting fatter toooo! da pian man. i only rmb food goes in, but not very much came out. jia liat. clothes cant fit me very sooon. hahaha. wth. laughing at my own weight gain. ok. shall ends now. so many stuffs to do, so not much tie left, but still i got time to read my inspector comic. so shuai! tsktsktsktsktsk

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