i think the last four days of school i had spent last week made me so tire out. Although i thought I had done enough, but my grades doesn't say so. first time i felt so down about it. i think it was because my previous year i did not even give a heck care about my academic in school because i just hate school so much that i don't bother what kind of grade i get. But don't know why, this semester i felt that i wanted to give my best and care more about my school matters. I know it is a very late decision to buck up on it now, since it is already my last year in school, but i see my classmates were so enthusiastic and competitive, plus ssf had been telling me to speak up more often and all, i don't feel like wasting my time as much as i had previously. Although classes really sucks now than before, i can only just say no choice. i shall only hang on to the only special hours which is after lesson time. the small gathering in empty classes and the short walk to interchange.
I do not know how long i can be so positive minded about school, because other than academics that matters to me alot, friendships was a bonus factor too. but i guessed certain relationships were already ruined. i sincerely hoped that recent tag on meiying's blog doesn't bother anyone. but i think i am the only one who was bothered by it the most, since i am the one who tagged. LOL. anyway, fyp is on-going now and i think as weeks goes by, it will get tougher and tougher. so other than bucker up ourselves for this final project, we need to work as a team man. be as a team. produce as a team. HAHAH. i don't know what am i trying to point out, but just that we to work togther, be together, shine together. HAHAHA. seriously out of point. nvm. moreover, plus i got the responsibe of leader recently on me, i am not confident and not used being one. I will not be a good promising reliable leader like others too. but I hope i will get my part done good enough for all of you and meanwhile, i really need all my teammates' help. to guide me too. i am really worried about it. but let's recite this together. 'i help you, you help me, we are happy fyp team.' whew. it calms me down alittle. wahahaa.
I do not know how long i can be so positive minded about school, because other than academics that matters to me alot, friendships was a bonus factor too. but i guessed certain relationships were already ruined. i sincerely hoped that recent tag on meiying's blog doesn't bother anyone. but i think i am the only one who was bothered by it the most, since i am the one who tagged. LOL. anyway, fyp is on-going now and i think as weeks goes by, it will get tougher and tougher. so other than bucker up ourselves for this final project, we need to work as a team man. be as a team. produce as a team. HAHAH. i don't know what am i trying to point out, but just that we to work togther, be together, shine together. HAHAHA. seriously out of point. nvm. moreover, plus i got the responsibe of leader recently on me, i am not confident and not used being one. I will not be a good promising reliable leader like others too. but I hope i will get my part done good enough for all of you and meanwhile, i really need all my teammates' help. to guide me too. i am really worried about it. but let's recite this together. 'i help you, you help me, we are happy fyp team.' whew. it calms me down alittle. wahahaa.
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